i am going to Paris . . . and i'm gonna go to the louvre, and the ( Read more... )

fuck the world, the horse it rode in on and all the people in it. i hate you all and i hate myself the most. fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't know what to do . . . i hate myself . . . i've turned into a cutter. . .

depressed ( Read more... )

inspiration my ass ( Read more... )

what the fuck? i think i hate you. i need to vent. get out ( Read more... )

god damn . . . i can't sleep. i hate this. i hope this isn't going to be a permanent thing. watching the girl with a pearl earring again for the 25th time. i think i know it by heart now. don't want to drive to LA today. god, no.

I made out with you in the closet. Then you asked for my number and I quickly responded with "Uh, I'm seeing someone else ( Read more... )

sitting at home. cold and lonely. well, not really lonely, just mostly cold. driving down to LA this weekend and freaked out about the weather. flooding and mud slides - grrreeeaaattt.

oh well. at least i can share my misery with denise.

I have kleenex up my nose cause it won't stop running, my ears are ringing cause they are plugged, my thorat is sore, I have post nasal drip, my eyes are watering like crazy and I can't stop coughing.

What now? Seriously. Come on . . .

You know what I got for Valentine's day?

This - crap.  A.k.a - Nothing.


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