i had the best dream last night. well, everything's relative i suppose. if anyone else had had this dream, they would have been confused at the very least. in any event, it dealt with alyssa. you may stop reading now, i won't be offended.
i don't remember where we were, i think i was visiting her at conn or something. anyway, we were just taking a walk or something and talking, and then it happened so that she was going to tell me a secret, or she was being mock dramatic, and our faces got very close to each other. i felt like i did right before our first kiss. and then, true to my cliche romantic self, she closed her eyes and kissed me very gently. then she looked at me and gave that smile, you know, the one that she only uses with me. she said, or telepathically communicated, that she knew she still loved me, and that "it would be okay." and then it was raining, wherever we were, and we just did the most fun things and were absolutely enthralled with each other. we weren't thinking about anything besides having a good time with each other, the simplest things. periodically, it would get a little more fun, but it wasn't even about that. it was just about her. she was so beautiful in the dream.
i woke up and felt amazing.
yeah..i probably need a new girlfriend or something.