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[sean_justsean]

Lets face it, my updates hardly reveal much about myself or what i've been doing

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[__kiss_the_rain]

WOW Sean!! I don't think I have ever EVER read an actual update from you. It was soo lovely!! I would srsly miss you if you went to London but I have faith in you, and you will go far without a doubt. It's going to be fine!!!! Don't suddenly become a stranger though...:(
BIG comment there...sorry!!
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Also i got a picture all of my own!! whoooo!! *giggles*

[sean_justsean]

Yes, ACTUAL updates from me are very very rare. I wouldn't be going to London for another year anyway even if I did go. And there is one big drawback : Money. It costs on average £10,186 a year to live in London. But without that, my option are rather limited. I might phone them up today and see what they say. Because it does sound good.
Thank you though. Again for being there.
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and you have your own picture?

[__kiss_the_rain]

I am in a picture on my own, see Norway! ;) hehehehe
I think you should do the London thing if its what you want, even with the money factor. You'd be missed but you'd be great!!
Thank you for having me there!! :D
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[is_this__it]

Oh God SEANNNNNNNNNN.
I feel weird about your update. You are never so openly honest?, no?
But this is perhaps one of the most sad and yet uplifting updates Ive ever read. Really. Youve had a great summer, I hope. And you have a fuckload of time to worry about what to do with youre life, so dont worry. Your uber intelligent and could do basically anything, trust me. So just chill.
And greattttt photos. I AM not THAT drunk haha!
Zig-Zags dancing was hot, member "Galvanise"? :P
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[sean_justsean]

Yes Aileen. I NEVER update like that. Ever.
See my problem is time. I have the next three days to get a place that I vaugley want. If not, then for the next year I'm doing not a lot. Which I don't want. And see even if I could do "basically anything" - all I want to do is one thing. Which seems impossible. I am thinking of reapplying through UCAS next year. But actually caring this time.
And you are pretty wasted Aileen. But thats fine.
And Galvanise was GREAT! As were the rest. Classic moments.
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[spikeh_mikeh]

I appreciated that entry...
Entries like that are really time consuming.

Good luck with the future.

Yer going places. endov.

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[sean_justsean]

Thank you very much Michael.
It actually took me FOREVER.
At one point the entry was there for separate versions of it on my "Latest Entries" page.
But thank you.

[davepicky]

Very moving update there.
It's quite difficult to describe how it makes you feel.
It makes you feel sad, but it's also quite uplifting and motivational.
God, I'll be feeling along those lines next year :/
Don't let your worries get on top of you, you've got a long time to decide what you want!
Some x's from Dave - xxx

[sean_justsean]

Thank you very much Dave.
Srsly, the one bit of advice I would give you is to not fuck up with UCAS. Give it time and effort and this time next year you will have a vague idea of your future. I'm glad you are moved however.
xxx - x's back. :p

[davepicky]

Thanks for the advice!
And thanks for the x's haha.

[speak_up]

Apologies for not posting anything deep, but you know I care anyway. I just want to say that I fucking loved that woman from the wedding that you are talking to & when I grow up I want to be just like her.

True Story.

[sean_justsean]

I know you care. And I care about you. Last night I actually sat and re-read all your old Journal entries. It was bizarre. Yet wonderful. I even commented on one. And yes I'm giving you Kirsten's phone number. Even I thought thats what I can imagine you being like in 15 years time!. w000t.