I can't get a straight answer out of anyone. Matt seems like the most trustworthy person right now but I've been taken in by him before and paid for it. I just don't get it anymore, I really thought I was going to be able to hang out with you guys regularly and that you guys actually liked me for who I am. I'm at the end of my rope here. Between ( Read more... )

Crawling up from the depths it comes, threatening to engulf me like it has so many times. It appears as though it's time for Sean to leave the show again. He had a good run with the last two seasons, better than the one before when he was just a minor character. Maybe he'll be back, maybe he won't. Guess he just doesn't work with the key

Jeff, Vinny, and I took a trip out to Sag Harbor last night in what was undoubtedly my favorite hangout of the summer if not my favorite hangout ever. Jeff and Vinny is such a great combination because I can talk to Jeff about the shit I always do and Vinny gets all the Applebees shit I can bug out about. I don't know what to say about the hangout ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you were the outsider looking in at something you could never attain? Like you perpetually had your face against the glass, watching everything you wanted to be, and yet, that fucking glass was in your way? You can see right through it, and so you think that it isn't really there, and at times you catch a sound or a movement ( Read more... )

First things first. That fucking tournament was fixed. Mike Schilling engineered the existence of that alcohol simply so that he could beat me. In a fair fight I'd kill him. But I suppose that isn't much incentive for him to fight fair now is it? Still, I beat Helfgott after nine beers and that's something I should be proud of. I won myself a ( Read more... )

First off, big congrats to my yugioh partner for life, Mike Schilling. Mike Schilling is the newest member of the group, taking Jay's spot in hangouts, not as our target, but as a consistent member who will hangout for countless hours. Schilling drives to wading river and back during hangouts on a regular basis, an act that only I would mirror ( Read more... )

Now I know how it feels to be nothing. I literally mean nothing to anyone for the first time in four years, and it feels so good. I could die and no one would care, it's so liberating and so fucking sad at the same time ( Read more... )

I like how I never get any comments from you guys. Do you even read this or do you just skip over to find Mark's newest entry?

That was one hell of a weekend. Sorry for not updating right away but I was at this guy's house for like 36 hours and I didn't use the comp for anything but to show disfiguration porn to some chicks that were freaked out. Yeah, I'm cool ( Read more... )

After more than two years of waiting for new material from Linkin Park I was delighted today when I picked up Minutes to Midnight, their new album. Some of these songs already have a hold on me. This CD is pretty damn awesome in certain spots, but predictably, Shinoda's main track had an anti-bush message that irked me. However, this album gave me ( Read more... )