It was one year ago I started making entries again. I remember that day one year ago so vividly.

..scars are souveniers you never loose, the past is never far...

I miss my mother. I miss my father. I DO MISS GEORGIA! not to the point of living there, but I would like to go up there for about a week or so. See mom in Blairsville, see dad in Cohutta, ( Read more... )

I am starting to grow ever more bitter in these shoes that keep down this path. It pains me to wake up every day knowing that my mother is that much closer to loosing everything she has ever worked for, ever fought for. Currently, a little more than 16million Americans are without jobs, the unemployment rate nationwide is at 9.5%, do you know what ( Read more... )

i've come to terms why on most nights I will drink myself to sleep, or if i am lucky enough, I will pop a few pills and settle down for the evening ( Read more... )

"i remember everything, I just want to hear you sing"

Living amist some of my oldest friends, some of the strongest roots...has given me such settlement lately.

But, I still feel more alone than I have been, In a long time.

I need comrodery with her, someone with a beautiful personality, someone with a heart that shines.

I am starting to fall apart ( Read more... )

i haven't felt anything in years.

2 month mark.

everything has been crazy.

unpredictable.

irresponsible.

and

incredible.

summer, lets do this.

"on this day we become legendary.."

I just want to feel real again.

I've come to realize lately that I am striving to obtain stability, the steps I have taken over the past few weeks have been solid movements forward. But, it is not quite there, yet.

This is all I am writing for now, I've got to much on my mind.

The times, they do change. That is a constant that one cannot live with, or live without.

Things are starting to become stronger, more solidified.

its all about the lines that take us down those winding, crazy roads.

just some thoughts.

...Once in awhile you get shown the light, in the strangest of places if you look at it right.

dave chapelle is a genius, but before he had his own series.