something thats not full of angst, but truthful to the heart and kind of saddening none-the-less

[seanicus]

It has indeed been awhile my Livejournal. I don't know who actually checks this anymore, if anyone. I hope some people do, because this will lay out my life currently and my possible futures. My life, I am slightly disappointed at it. At the same time I am very happy to be who I am. I look around at my friends whom I love so dearly they will never

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[ispinalot]

see you in california, sean. :)

i love you!

[cowboycurtis]

I still read.

It's 1:51 AM and I enjoyed reading that.
Sorry, that sounds kind of dumb, but I felt compelled to comment and couldn't really think of anything to say in my sleepy state.

Thank you, sean.

[haserhud]

Hey budcky.
Thanks for including me in there. Even though we almost never talk I consider you one of the best, kindest, most likeable people I know, however conflicted or depressed you might be at times. I'm glad you are self-content, that is a really important thing to have.
No matter where you go, I'm sure you'll flourish there like a pointsetta. It sounds like you have a pretty good outlook despite what (or what hasn't) happened to you.
Good luck

[ispinalot]

also, keep in mind a pointsetta and a placenta are one in the same.

[seanicus]

both very edible?

[ahsavka]

Seanicus Solius, I do hope you get to go to Japan. It would be a relief, I think, if you didn't; it's big and scary and lonely. But I think it would be good if you went.

I'm getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow, but as soon as I'm capable again, I want to hang out. I don't know what we'll do, but it doesn't really matter. I'll give you a call in a couple days, once I'm lucid again.

[nejosity]

and I thought you forgot....

silly me..