i hate knowing i can't help.

aren't good boyfriends supposed to know exactly what to say to make their love feel better?

i know i'm a bad boyfriend, but i didn't realize i was this shitty.....

so much to "i'll talk to you after school"

i had a really bad anxiety attack today.

i thought i was going to have to go to the hospital.

go me.

So, I guess I've been an asshole the past hour or so. I shouldn't have made you do that.

We were having such a good day today too. I love you more than anything I've ever felt before in my life.
And I know the feeling is mutual baby.

Sorry if i don't always act like i love you as much as I do. But we both know I do.

My heart skips a beat everytime I see her. I hope I'll get to see her tomorrow, so I can have a great start to a week long break. I'm so in love with Caitlin Jennifer Dennler.

I'm so in love...

and I love it.

<3

I don't know why i even update anymore. No one ever reads this. If i can't get 15 comments by the time we go back to school, im deleting my livejournal. So start randomly commenting.

i know i've finally found my one and only. my true and perfect love. i'm so happy that i've found her, but i keep doing stupid shit to upset her. i don't do it intentionally, but i don't really think about what i do or say. all i want is to be perfect for you caitlin, like how you're perfect for me. i know you probably don't care about this because ( Read more... )

oh my god. im so sorry

please dont let this be the end...

edit: i fucked up. and.... i'm gonna have to deal with my mistakes, and the consequences that lie ahead.

well, things are going kind of ok for me now.
i love caitlin so much. i could just talk about her all day.
the foster kids broke up, so i dont know whats next.
i dont really know what else to say.
so ill end it.

i love her.