my fucking hand hurts and it looks a piece of raw steak with ketchup the medication made me sick, but it feels good. im behind in classes and work. arizona kinda sucked but im happy i was away. oh yeah im 20. im done giving selfish people so much while getting nothing.

its been awhile since ive seen the stars. they are calling my name. echoes whispering in my ear of how it needs to be. elvis stands on the vellum with graphite outlines. she holds the microphone in her hand and once more i am in love. more than ever. its wrong. im losing hope but getting closer to the finish line. opurtunities shower and ( Read more... )

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im going to finish a painting for erica

being depressed is for pussies so fuck you. i got shit to do

i just became my high school art teacher mr. barden by:

1.  smearing and dripping house paint.

but this is just the underpainting.

id like to be hanging out with emily right now but shes not here.  i like hanging out with joe.  it was a good bbq.  ha

can i say fuck you too

well i finished my portfolio for the graphic design program. its decent i think. i guess i dont mind looking at the stuff ive done. im comfortable with it. i ended up just putting it onto a disc. the questions were a pain in the ass, but once i started to stop worrying or caring for that matter, they went a whole lot better. i was treated to ( Read more... )

class and then played with golf etas and then shaved platers. my new best rfiend is a sure form. then went to work even though i didnt want to. what the fuck oh well. it wasnt bad at all. seanster the monster. didnt get much done with the portfolio today abut oh well. ill get it done tomorrow. igll get up up early and do it and then after ( Read more... )

there is no word in any human language that can possible describe the way i feel tonight, so i will make one up right now. trilaxilescent. my night... no wait, my day for that matter has been truely trilaxilescent. is that good or bad. you will never know. but it sure aint great. i finished putting my portfolio together. i dont know what to ( Read more... )

this is what i get for trying to play with the page of my shit. anyway, people are really starting to piss me off. my fucking family is nuts. nuts in a way where i really cant do anything about it (at least i dont want to) but i just sit and watch it happen, or hear about it. god its so fucked up. and damnit whatever. is there anybody that ( Read more... )