i know i'm unloveable

my car is now fixed. the first thing i did was go to china (it's been a while ( Read more... )

make love to portishead.
get laid to the smiths.
fuck to cradle of filth.

i'm on the edgebreak list three times. it brings a smile to my face.

interview with the vampire is one of the best movies ever made. respect.

i buzzed my head.

i want christmas to be over with

bah hum bug

twilight of idols/loveisred weekend tour 2004 was a ghast.
on the way home from nashville we went through a snow storm. it was seriously amazing.
i have nip/tuck season one on dvd now. now all i need is someone to watch it with me.

there's nothing wrong with anger
there's nothing wrong with hate

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour ( Read more... )

my life feels so chaotic right now. i'm trying to balance it out. i think i am.

it's good to be home but it's not good to be bored.
i like having no free time to just sit around and think about life, and it seems as though i have too much now.
it feels like i want something i'll never be able to have.
now to shower and proceed with my routine of watching fantasy and vampiric movies by myself.

i'm seriously thinking about buzzing my head.