i talked with my brother and he got published again! hes going to be in two magazines in a matter of months. jordan has been published before and im happy that hes getting more attention. going to see spoon tonight in lawrence. also will be seeing evan, nick, andre and maybe majid. nick remembered me and i havent seen him since january. makes me ( Read more... )

feelings to grow. i like having captions on the tv sometimes because i know what lyrics are in songs. had a pretty amazing weekend. friday night as a whole was unbelievable. the main reason was because i felt so comfortable and i think it was because i was with the right people, in the right place. i danced the night away with emily, justin, and ( Read more... )

the next few days are going to be great. laura and rachel are coming in town. spoon will be in lawrence monday. i hope that when i go to lawrence i run into julian. i had a chance meeting with him monday. he seems like a good guy. maybe i will see nick and andre at the show too. emliy and i are headed to columbia the 24th a friday. we are going to ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good entry going on and it somehow got deleted. i have had a great past few days. two possible boys, patttttt and evan. now none. its ok though because im just assuming there is none. and i have really enojoyed my time with them. i never spent time with pat really but with evan it was fun and may happen again but not as anything but ( Read more... )

sitting with laura listening to weezer. yes summer is coming to an end, after 8 weeks it will start again. evan and pattt make/made me smile. flattery breaking up made me frown. 4 skateparks opening before fall is amazing. one will have a full pipe, another will have a 9ft bowl. i love my coworkers and my neighbors and friends. life is going well. ( Read more... )

what to say. im moving tomorrow and kate is helping. i dont like it much. i like her though. i wish i was already there so i could go to the supernauts with emily. i wish i was there so it would be over with. i was told i handle things well and that leads me to believe i may breakdown eventually and abruptly. my family is somewhat welcoming. i cant ( Read more... )

possible summer activities...

spoon
june 13th
the granada
785-842-1390

ali shaheed muhammad(member of tribe)
july 2nd
kabal 503 walnut
816-471-0017

tom petty
july 10th
sandstone

ben folds
august 13th
city market

i will try and update throughout the summer

yesterday was the worst day ive had in a long time. my dad got in a car wreck, he says hes ok cause he was only going 25mph when someone hit him. he wouldnt tell me even if he was hurt. marlee and jordan lost the baby. im pretty much at a loss of words for that. i want to know why it died but i think that i kinda know already. i can imagine how my ( Read more... )

but the rest are doodoo. i have to get my tribe vhs back. i feel like i need to update just because its been awhile. moving back to kc monday. jill and matt are going to help me move. at least thats the plan for now. i know my sister can be dependable. we are getting along a lot better. my mom liked her mothers day gift. i think im going to buy her ( Read more... )

another great weekend. i slept through ALL of my classes today. woke up at 2pm. i wish i had a car here. i want to go to a park. it looks crappy outside. mc chris is tonight, maybe i will go. firey furnaces are tomorrow, i will go fo sho. i have a ticket. well i got to hang out with jimmy, alex and patrick saturday night and that was fun because ( Read more... )