Thank god the week is almost over. Tomorrows thursday which means it will almost be friday. obviously ( Read more... )

productivity. i feel productive when things get done. but i feel good when i float with life as it passes by, with no motivation or need for success, accomplishment. i do not like obsessing with things that have to get done, over working myself so my future will bloom beautifully. because i might not exist in the future im preparing myself for. i ( Read more... )

im melting. days are repeating themselves.

its the fear that consumed my freedom, swallowed it and did not spit it back out. But it came back another way and it has made marks past limits and then i sit and ponder about anylizing everything but I cannot make up my mind. If there is anything, there is too many possibilities, and thats what darkens the brilliance that is at its peak. ( Read more... )

my brain cells have melted but the layer underneath my skin has stopped smoking.

im impatient while waiting. my sister is putting her face on. letsssss goooooo. man. last night totally murdered my head.

alright im outtt

i must get shoes tomorrow. and pick up some pot for laura. and deliver it. like a mailman. and get some pot for myself. and get xmas prezzies. and decorate the bare christmas tree. and then drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and FIGHT.

the unexpected has been expected.

peace

chewing on a ricolo. burnt like hell. the days been smoky since ten this morning, and was productive in the snow. got to love the good shit. im listening to classical music and its sorta weird and drastic. and dramatic. oddly inspiring. sleep whispers my name. peace

yo. listening to coolio. hes not just cool, hes coolio. picked up from the big m, waiting for the authority figures to hit the sack.
red eyed lizards, frosted flake blizzards, whats the difference, cant speak-ref called interference. heh

bored. gotta go. peace.

Im so bored. I have my books infront of me but they are really boring. Yes. Today I just bummed around and smoked the ganj. got an early start this morning but school didnt seem too apealing, it never really does. Ive left mugs half filled with tea all over the house. I have one on my computer desk, its actually a st pius mug and I dont know why we ( Read more... )

im really starting to get fucking sick of the human race.