I'll write later i guess, my hands feel heavy, so they won't type. My mind is blank. That sucks.

On the morning of The ninth of May, zamaslie needed to type something in zee library. I hate hate hate the library. But, she only needs to type something, I thought, so i went with her. We get there and she hasn't written down what she has to type, but she has it "in her mind." Next, when we were signing up for a computer, she says "Whats your ( Read more... )

Well, right now I'm on a laptop and it sucks because its pretty much broken-ed. I was just at the mall with gabby and we saw "House of Wax." Chad micheal murry or however you spell it is really really really good looking. Seriously, he is....ugh. I went to hot topic of course and talked to the nicest gay guy. I was wearing my new corset and he said ( Read more... )

I don't know why but today I'm happy. I got to hang with ian in the morning an have him sign my pants, talk with micheal, call alvaro and asshole, and then we went to first period, sang a bunch of things, and the went on the charter buses to wanna do city or whatever. Hung out there with my friends, went on some radio station, worked at publix ( ( Read more... )

God bless phish food

My eyes?....

Yesterday was my grandmamas funeral. I probably wouldn't have cried as much as i did if my aunt hadn't have made me remember the moments with abuela, and then said "she loved you very much. you were a big part of her life." yeah, i sobbed. so the whole day was pretty much spent crying and crying and crying. Then walking in the rain while crying and ( Read more... )

Today was ok I guess. Grandmama died. The funeral is wednesday. I really don't want to see her body, and I don't want to be in such a negative place, but with a stronger feeling I don't want to be disrespectful and I want to say goodbye to abuela even if it is too late. I feel like shit for not getting to see her before she died, and I feel so ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun because it was taylors party and I got to go to the movies with cristina. We looked for philipe, and I could have sworn I saw his car, but we couldn't find him. We gave some whiny ass kids a thank you card, and we got one for joe but we couldn't find him. I realized that eric doesn't deserve my sticka lovin. We saw Hitchhikers ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a lot of fun after school. I went to valerias and we walked around once, then we rode our bikes around. We "collided." I stopped to listen to zee msuic that some people were playing in their garage, then I felt bad because they kept going and I didn't want to make them stop so I sped up. Valeria had seen me stop and stopped riding for ( Read more... )

today was better than yesterday but still sucked. whatever. ians fly was open, i read my haiku, wrote about the route of enchilada, colored a map, made a picture of running water, watched another movie about jewish people, and then almost fell asleep in math talking about simple interest. At this moment i am desperate for chocolate. God help me ( Read more... )