It's 3:50AM and I can't sleep. Apparently my roommate can't sleep either and the dog is restless. I guess it could be worse. Anyway, at least I don't work tomorrow. I've been off work for the entire month of January recovering from a hernia surgery I had on Dec. 30th. Which meant I spent New Year's Eve and New Year's Day in the hospital - alone. ( Read more... )

As usual, it's been a long time since my last entry. My life has been pretty up and down. Work seems to be ok now, so that's good. My relationship keeps going up and down, and up and down, and up and down .... It's hell to love someone and have to go thru shit but I have to realize that's risk I took when I fall in love. Other than that it's ok.

Well I'm finally blogging. I figure I'll take some info from my bio. But maybe not. I just looked at the "Current Mood" options, there are way too many. I'm wondering when I'll get to use the 'bitchy' one. Well who am I? I'm a 39 year old gay male bear. But what does that really mean? hmmmm I used to think that defined me but now I know that it ( Read more... )