Well the results came back for Tara, and it is a type of cancer. They got it all out surgically but she will be on chemo. All I can do is continue the long distance Reiki and offered to do hands on in tandem with others if that is received by all concerned well ( Read more... )

Yesterday was productive in spite of Comcast's insanity with errors in pricing work orders etc. I have learned to get rep's names and listen for them to type the notes into the account. Impossible ( Read more... )

So the pattern that started with depression and insane overspending culminating with getting sick and having the car broken into finally broke yesterday. The post to DA was the first strong connection with HGA or HP or whatever you want to call it. Then I received a healing at chiropractor and lit candles to Ganesha when I got home. I firmly ( Read more... )

So yesterday was a difficult day. Still dragging energy wise with the aftermath of the flu. Got to work and mid-morning there was a horrible smell like gasoline fumes all through the work area. Because the air does not really move through the building, evidently something happened in the construction area (yes they do full construction in an ( Read more... )

not feeling well today, finally decided to call in sick. Had no appetite yesterday and ran errands from 11 to about 5 when I got home. had sore throat all night and today woke with a headache, feverish and with throat painfully sore. read my emails and R's journal, horoscope which told me my energy would be high all month. hmmm...not today. so ( Read more... )

So, I missed lodge yesterday due to ongoing battle with depression and low energy, but I did do some meditation and come to some conclusions. When I finished the Reiki I cycle of teaching in October, I had kept saying that I would start studying and make some progress with lodge work. But have I, no ( Read more... )

So, I supposed that I am depressed if that means that I am not really taking an interest in anything ( Read more... )

not sweating quite so much about writing in this journal as long as i am keeping up with writing my poems on a daily basis ( Read more... )

I am not feeling much energy today. Yesterday my lungs started freaking out like when I smoked cigarettes. I have to cool it on the pot smoke. I should have listened to Dr. fillipelo when he noted my lungs did not seem right with the acupunture prelim exam. The pot is my medicine, but it can be abused. I am laying off until my lungs feel ( Read more... )

So Love has appeared in my life. I am nearly speechless when it comes to speaking of bill, for two reasons. one is that it is very new and fresh and I want to keep it that way. Second is that it truly is a mystery to me that I feel the way I do and he appears to also. I am just going to pay the most possible attention that I can and take it one ( Read more... )