Some Poems
A Dreamers Dream
A dreamers dream will always wake
and make them feel the pain
Of wishing what they want is true
Which doing so is vain
A lovers love will never know
When its met its end
And because of this I know is true
I'll help you as a friend
I know the pain you've found
I know that it will heal
I know the tears you shed
And exactly how you feel
I ask you only this one thing
To help me help you
And together we will work things out
And you will make it through.
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Ideas
Autumn leaves float along
In a stream of loving tears
A crimson gate is rusted shut
On sands that drain my fears
An ever flowing sun rise
Im falling faster now
A dehydrated beverage
And still Im asking how
Why, who, and when
The sky fell down on me
I bled for you just now
And out grew a tree
So now you know my story
And still know nothing more
This poem just did prove
With ideas your minds a whore
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In The Way
Like trees steal sun from grass
I steal love from you
Im standing in the way
Of what you want to do
I never really mean to
I wish it wasn't so
I wish that I could make you
The only one they know
I feel it when you hate me
Even when you dont
Im admitting the fact for you
because I know you wont
I just wish you'd see
I hate when you act this way
I hope we work things out
I hope this doesnt stay
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Kenkamken
You speak in foreign tongues
about some kind of love
That exists within
a thundercloud up above
This love he has is for
the one they call big eyes
Kenkamken he does say
and these words are not lies
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Lisa
You live so far away
in another world it seems
will I ever get to see you
outside of my dreams
just like angels can be great
without being near
You can bring me bliss
when you hold me dear
In journals we do write
to wait for reply
For confirmation telling us
alone we will not die
we each know the pain
of being lost in life
we both have reminders
of when we loved a knife
Caring words expressed on screens
will have to suffice
for loving you is pure
but lust is my vice
I rhymed some words in verse
now I bid you adue
A stranger that I know so well
an angel that is true
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Of Life, Love, And Pain
Of Life And Love, And Pain
These Things Inside My Heart
I dont know what they are
For I Cannot Tell Them Apart
They Come So Quick Like Dreams
And Leave Me Asking Why
Why I would ever trust one
And know its not a lie
I searched for any of them
To Make Sure Im not lost
For looking blindly past them
May pose a severe cost
For a time I knew one of them
Could be lost with a knife
So close I came so many times
to losing my own life
I knew I couldnt do this
I knew I must refrain
For doing this could bring someone
Unforgiving Pain
So losing life I learned it
And causing pain I knew
So knowing love completely
Was the only blank I drew
So if I had just one wish
I think it would have to be
Let life be lived, without the pain
And have true love come to me
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Things Deep Inside Of You
Of life, love, and lust
things that cost so much
When I whisper in your ear
what I crave for is you touch
A simple moral lie
To embrace lady luck
For tonight I would die
for just a loving fuck
you grasp at me so fierce
and moan your day away
You think of nothing else
accept for how we lay
you feel me deep inside you
your body or your soul
you really are not sure
could I fill that hole
The one inside your mind
for the other one is filled
you find that point of bliss
And then the moments killed
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Why Life Is So Real
Break My Face In Two
Tear My Heart In Three
Bring Me To The Place
Where I'll Hear Me Plee
Come To Know My Self
Better Then I Do
Come To Hate My Self
And Then I'll Start Anew
I'll Learn How I Work
I'll Find Out Why I Feel
And finally Know For Sure
Why Life Is So Real
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You Make My Life Complete
When things come between us
It makes me scared to death
If ever I did lose you
The thought stops my breath
My heart belongs to one
And I hope that you knew
That you are my only
Perfect dream come true
You dazzle with your beauty
You capture with your charm
You make my life complete
And to that I want no harm
It doesnt really matter
To me what we do
If we sleep, we sing, or dance
As long as its with you
I doubt that you can grasp
How much you mean to me
I would climb every mountain
And swim every sea
You are what makes my heart beat
You are what makes me wake
You are the perfect sunrise
You are my living sake
I love you can be said
14 million times
But when I really show it
Is when I use my rhymes
I wish I could leave the world
And have just you and me
To live on forever
and have our love roam free
But the worlds not mine to give
So instead I leave you this
I will try and make life perfect
with each and every kiss
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Perfection In Love
nobody's perfect
until you fall in love
then your hearts desire
grants it from above
I miss you right now
more then you know
I love you right now
more then I can show
You're perfect in my eyes
no matter what you do
My love for you is strong
and I guarantee its true
Its every little small thing
That makes me fall for you
From just saying nasty
or saying babies too
So always know I love you
For ever and a day
And life will be just perfect
On our merry way
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I Care
A flame that burns
Through all of time
Atop a heart
That is but mine
Yet it doesnt move
For its lost its means
Within a love
That comes from dreams
And long yet passed
these dreams are gone
For these flames have slept
a many dawn
Yet you should know
Their always there
If you ever need help
Please know I care
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Lady Love
My walls their falling down
My hopes are falling too
My life lost all its meaning
When I fell for you
I dont know who you are
Yet you mean so much to me
I really wish that sometime
Your true from I will see
Sometimes I think you sit
Right beneath my nose
Yes disappointing you's a threat
That I will not pose
So lady love I am your knight
I'll search for you so long
That you keep the promise that your true
And let it not be wrong
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He Who Wanders
He who wanders is never lost
But with this advantage what is the cost
Know this will follow you for the rest of your day
No knowledge you have for not path did you lay
With a path to be followed the light can be seen
For walking this labyrinth may not be to keen
So as I end the choice you shall find
Either use your light or walk it blind
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Losing You
Words were left unsaid
For so very long
Truths you thought you knew
Things I did so wrong
Fears of losing you
Made me push so far
I didn't want to fail
I couldn't risk the scar
You did things so right
I couldn't understand
If perfect doesn't exist
For Us what was planned
I didn't really know
I couldn't take the chance
I slay'd the knight of hope
Using her as a lance
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Why
Have you ever sat down
and asked the world why
Why people had to hate
and loved ones had to die
Why people are not happy
Why people get so mad
Why people are so unfair
and make other people sad
Success put up by our hope
and brought down by our hate
Yet we still dream of forgiveness
For a brand new slate
We've been given a gift of power
and all we brings is hell
we were given the freedom to think
and help it all be well
This power we ere given
could make us the perfect life
We could easily make it
Each man without a knife
But no we couldn't do it
It had to be our way
we created violence
and Violence chose to stay
I guarantee you one thing
We'll bring on our own death
I'm waiting to say "I told you so"
In my dying breath
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Cupid's Mercy
These wounds they bleed
These hopes they fail
My heart is pierced
With no avail
Of Cupids aim
It does hold true
His strike can pierce
My heart right through
He has a bounty
From up above
Im wanted dead
Or in love
The mercy of cupid
Is very taint
He poisons us
And loves his taint
Against his will
I do not fight
Alive I am
When love takes flight
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A shot, a blade, a leap of death
To end this life and seize this breath
To stop this world from spinning round
To finally stop falling and hit the ground
To stop the stress that strangles me
To rid my life of controversy
To run this life of hell away
So once happiness may chose to stay
I try and try and still I fail
To rid my self of life's jail
But now I've found life's truthful joy
Love is its name and I know its no toy
You've shown me the light and I thank you for this
My baby, my angel may I have just one kiss
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Never Ending Story
A never ending story
Where it is I rest my heart
Of tragic sorrow blinding me
and tearing me apart
As a ride that peaks in clouds
Just to plummet into depths
Like a staircase that rounds in circles
With way to many steps
A labyrinth that leads you out
To pull you right back in
Like trying to drown your self
To make sure you can swim
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L.I.F.E
(love is for ever)
In these angel's hands
Does my world reside
Is there one who will keep it
I cannot decide
Yet quickly it seems
My time does run short
For love is thy queen
I only her court
Faster and faster
for answers I search
yet morning shall come
on mountain back will light perch
Days shall pass by
and I shall remain
For this question will have robbed me
Of my right to be sane
Emotions are stronger
than any one knife
True love is forever
remember it L.I.F.E
If you feel for another
and in your heart do they stay
They might be your angel
come to show you the way
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To Cope
Another day in winter
Dawns and fades to night
Another piece of paper
Is tainted as I write
The trees are bare and naked
alone without a hope
And sometimes I wish to ask them
How it is they cope
And now I sit alone
Inside my four walled cell
I search for inspiration
within my lonesome hell
Those trees must have a secret
A will to carry on
Could it be the fact they know
Some day spring will dawn
If I could be assured
of better times ahead
Would I not be so down
every time my leaves did shed
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People
For ever we travel
In circles we round
We spin ourselves dizzy
'Till our heads start to pound
We're naive to the question
and scared of the truth
We run from intrapment
and hide in a booth
We're hypocrites, idiots
liars and rude
Murderers, theifs
We're jealous and prude
Theres something we were given
Maybe a positive sequel
To make it all right
With good and bad equal
We were given the ability
To love with our mind
To help one another
and try to be kind.
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You (Me)
I really fucking hate you
I wish that you could cry
When I see you in the mirror
I wish that you would die
Why cant you just tell her
Why do you give a shit
If she rejects you
Just add another slit
You're such a trendy fuck
You're just a waste of air
They only like the lies
For you they do not care
Been awake for so long
and naive for longer yet
When any of them read this
They'll say "Its nice" I bet
But do they understand
do they know, what I say
Will any of them help me
On this painful loving day
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Love of a Knife
How much do you think I care
if todays the day I die
If never again was I around
would any of you cry
For those who would I thank you
but please for me dont mourn
I wasnt meant for this life
I wish I wasnt born
When Im around, things fall apart
Im a plague to one and all
For all of you close to me
Please run before you fall
To die alone all by myself
I think is my fate
My ending day I feel comes soon
I I continue at this rate
Ive reached for hope for most my life
Yet dramatically I fail
Through my heart so often
Driven is a nail
I wish to purge my life
Of every hope and dream
So never again there will be reason
for me to have to scream
So if it comes to be
That I misplace my life
Im sorry if I cheated you
By finding love from a knife
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Bleeding Me To Peace
Of this blade has loving edge
that can cut me from this jail
It can make it so I forget
about how much I fail
I hate my life, I hate my love
I hate the taste of air
Ive grown so very tired
of living in despair
The blood is flowing faster now
though this red gat I am free
If love can conquer all
Why cant it save me
The pool of crimson love
That from me flows so swift
The peace thats setting in
for me is a gift
It chills me to the bone
When I think of what I'll lose
But life does dwarf that pain
So death is what I choose
For hurting someone else
Is what I have left to fear
I hope their pain is gone
Once Ive been gone for a year.
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Then Loving Me's A Crime
I hate my life for what it's worth
I wish sometimes it'd end
For my soul is a tortured one
and my wounds may never mend
These tears they are so dry
from my eyes they do not fall
Yet inside me the flood my mind
Destroying one and all
I blame not a single soul
For the anguish Ive seen
But adding to this fire
May not be to keen
What if Lady love's
Promise was a lie
and forever I as forsaken
To be alone until I die
This all it hurts so bad
deep within my chest
The thought that I may never
in someone's eyes become the best
If this is my true fate
Its not worth the time
For everyone will end up knowing
loving me's a crime
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You Need To Know
Right now Im trashed on life
My sight fades to and fro
And even in this state of mind
There things you need to know
I like when were alone
or when I make you smile
Its only when your fake
That its not worth the while
Your always changing acts
I cant read you at all
I cant help but to think
You will make me fall
You told me yourself
Your motives are unknown
You want what is forbid
Or fear to be alone
I know how you might feel
I know what you might think
I still smile deep inside
When I get a wink
I just wish we could talk
I want to work things out
I want to fix it all
Before it makes me shout.
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Lips And Love
Of crimson gates when perched a smile
can bring me to my knees
Your blissful lips have goddess grips
that make it hard to breath
So many words cannot describe
What that smile can do
It holds my mind no matter what
And makes me think of you
I know these are such simple words
written in rhythmic verse
If beauty was a bad thing
you would be a curse.
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Loving Secrets
Im always scared of losing you
I want to mean so much
I always tried to be the best
In hope your heart Id touch
Ive told you everything there is
Excluding only this
I was always the one who yearned
to be the one you kiss
I sampled heaven for a short time
before I was forsaken
I made it a point in life
To show them they were mistaken
I know I never may compare
To a certain guy
I only had to let you know
before it made me die
So in the end if all I am
Is someone who helps you through
Just be yourself and never change
and love you is what I'll do
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Rhythmic Dreams
Of friendly secrets of loving you
that boil beneath my skin
for adoration of all of you
from outside to within
Your the angel who's halo resides
Insider her blissful smile
Your a dying mans mirage
That pushes him the extra mile
Whenever I gaze into your eyes
The depths Ive grown so fond
I see what we have built
Our never breaking bond
I really want you to know
In my mind you reign supreme
If you promise to never forget me
I'll give you this rhythmic dream
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*That all for now*