you know when you are surrounded by like 30 people but you still feel ever so alone? yeah well that is me in a nutshell lately...i honestly dont know what is wrong with me -its almost as though i forgot what its like to be happy...i feel like im letting so much of the small shit get to me and thats not right. and i feel like im letting go of ( Read more... )

**this is going to be a whiny entry so do read it if you dont want to hear me bitch**
well before i start my rant..
i just want to say karen i love you hxc and he is an asshole and as hard as it is to let go you need too because hes not worth all the hurt and pain...feel better lovei really hate guys like not all of them, but most...im so sick of ( Read more... )

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urban challenge:
i literally had the most amazing 5 days of my life...i truly changed for the better and i love who i am becoming...i am also so happy to see what i am leavin behind...workin with people who have nothing at all makes you appricate everything till the point of feel guilty...i think that i did make a small difference while i was ( Read more... )

I cant believe this, i only have 4 days of school left...and i think that im gonna miss it...i know that i say "oh i cant wait for summer" or "i hate this place," but in all honesty summer brings out a new person in all of us, most for the better but some people it brings out the worst of them ( Read more... )

This whole play is crazy like there is no organization and I am going insane. I have had 5 hours of sleep in the past 2 days and no one shows any appreciation towards my work. Pleasse come and see it its at DP at 7 on fri and sat and on 2 in the afternoon on sun. I have a chem test tomorrow which means I have to teach myself the whole chapter ( Read more... )

Eip. I haven’t updated in awhile…but nothing is too---new my life is on repeat… I’m pretty content with everything…the play sucks…my friends are great…my family eik! they are just as fucked up as always….wow I just realized that I am whinny and that will stop as in now… and props to Christine for taking the pic that I made into my icon <3...I need ( Read more... )

wow i am ready to cry, i am so swamped with everything i cant even take it ( Read more... )

today was a normal day i get home from pratice. put my shit down. walk into the kitchen. i say "hey dad" he goes "hey by the way tonight we have family thearpy at 7:30, dont look like a tramp with your belly out or 8 inches of cleavage"...so now im like wtf, i would go but just ask me before you go and look into a new shrink. i wouldve went but ( Read more... )

Kate has been so incredibly happy for like no reason what-so-ever, but guess what i am liking it and im totally being optimistic so whoot whoot for me...and we did class scheuldling yesterday(?) and kate is doing smart classes like all honors excpet spanish...eiikk..kinda nevous oh well whatevers its gonna look good on the transcript for college... ( Read more... )