So I have like barly anyone on my friends list. So I'm adding everyone in this community. If you want to be taken off just comment. I just need support lots of support.

join __bad_days .. it's for anyone who wishes they could live in their dreams, or that their bad days would end.

you can use it for whatever you like, i am going to be starving for a while.

I ate so much today and didn't follow my calorie intake at all. But I'm not surprised I fail at everything I attempt. I'm moving to Canada next Tuesday. I'm so fucking shocked and I'm soooo scared I must be thin by September very thin. Cuz I'm starting at a new school again and I won't be accepted if I'm a fat lard ass like I am now. 157 gross I've ( Read more... )

( Someone plese answer my question... )

Two words: apple monodiet!! Ah. All week, none of that "Should I have a cup of yogurt or a slice of bread, a skim latte or.. you get the idea. None of that "maybe I'll not eat anything, wait maybe I'll have a " junk. In fact, I'm going to do my teeth a favor and (try my best) not to drink diet soda all week ( Read more... )

Last night I went to a late show at the knitting factory for one of my favorite local bands. I went down to the city early with my friends so I had to eat dinner, but I think I'm doing fine. I lost 4 out of 5 of the pounds i gained over break, so thats good. anyway, I was at the show and there werent many girls there to begin with, but I was easily ( Read more... )

its been quite a while since i updated here. things are finally back to normal. i'm back in school, my siblings are all gone, and once again i am the only child available for my parents to worry about. both of my sisters also had eds...so my parents are ever watchful of signs ( Read more... )

Someone or another's post recently mentioned going on a fast starting the 10th (I'm too lazy to scrowl down a bit :) ) That's this coming Monday- I was thinking it'd be great if a whole bunch of us could do it! it wouldn't even have to be a water fast.. we could do something random like only apples. Or only rice milk. You get the idea. Anyway, I ( Read more... )

Hey guys, this is Lauren, or the girl that used to be ana_joiya I made another one so I would have an easier time hiding it from my parents! So I feel like I should repost my stats, so here we go:

Ps. sorry for X-posting like a biatch

( Hideous numbers )

The recent post about therapy and pyschiatry brought something to my mind that I've been "chewing on" for a while ( Read more... )