Flowing

[secret_carnival]

Sometimes I just want to stop caring about life. I've been thinking of how wonderful it would be to simply save a few thousand dollars, leave for Montreal, and just wallow in a life of pure pointlessness and music. I don't understand why I exist, and I don't think a career is going to help me find out why. College sounds very enjoyable,

Comments

[inazuma_zumie]

I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time. It sounds like a lot of things have been kind of building up and finally hit critical mass. Have you considered maybe just writing down everything you've been feeling? Just grab a piece of paper and get to it. You don't have to show it to anyone else. Sometimes it helps to get everything out of your head, so you can look at what's going wrong

[secret_carnival]

Thanks, Kate. : ) Yes, that's the best way to describe this situation. Emotions and thoughts had gradually converged and sadness, confusion, and a feeling of loss overwhelmed everything else. But, I'm slowly recovering and I feel a bit better. I took your advice and wrote down what I want to change about my life, and it helped me analyze each issue better. Thanks for the suggestion

[inazuma_zumie]

No problem. I always knew I should be the next Dear Abby. ;)

night

[shire_circus]

<< ... >> << *hug* I'm so sorry I have nothing to say to you that is anything close to worht while, I'm sorry about last night my mom woke up, and I had to leave..that ended up intersetingly....O.o call me if you need to...<3 *hugs tighter* I love you

Re: night

[secret_carnival]

Everything you've said to me has been worthwhile, Sera. Don't worry about last night. *hugs back* I love you too.