♥~ All I Want Is His Love (Part 2) ~♥
Title: All I Want Is His Love [Two Shots]
Pairing: DongHae/ HyukJae
Genre: Romance/ Fluff
Rating: PG
Summary: I don't think he has feeling towards me....I'm no one in his eyes...
Disclaimer: I own SuJu!!! Just kidding :P I do not own Super Junior, I just own the plot.
Note: Written in HyukJae's POV
Part 2
"Here are the notes that you need....you can take them home and you can ask me if you don't understand anything..." I said after I handed my notes to SiWon. We were now in school library, SiWon asked me to lend him my notes. Suddenly, a sound of something hit the table was heard beside me and that made us startled. I turned towards the noise and saw DongHae glaring at SiWon.
"Yah....Do you know this is library? Why do you make noise?" I asked him with a whisper voice, avoiding the attention from other people.
"Because I want to. So what?" He said with anger before he sat down on the seat beside me.
"Why are you here? You never come to library..........." I asked him with weird look. Seriously, what's wrong with this guy today?
"Reading magazines......" He simply replied without looking me.
"Reading magazines in library???" I asked strangely. DongHae usually doesn't like library because he said it is always quiet. And he said people who go to library are the ones who don't have anything to do. But now why's he here?
"You own the library, is it?" He asked me sarcastically while glaring at me the same time.
"It's just......weird......" I said before I turned to SiWon, continued explaining my notes. I glanced at DongHae quite a few times and found that he became bored. And then, he started to interrupted us, arguing with me that my explanations were wrong, teasing me and making fun with me. I controlled my anger and myself not to shout at him. After three hours, we'd done with our lessons. SiWon is a smart guy and he could easily understand my notes.
"Thanks a lot, Hyuk....." SiWon said with a smile. I felt comfortable with him even though we just met today.
"No problem...I'm happy to help you..." I said with my gummy smile.
"Uhh...It's a bit late. Can I take you to your home? You had to stay this late in school because of me......." SiWon said with a guilty voice. I shook my head quickly.
"No no...You don't have to......it's okay"
"I feel bad, Hyuk.....I want to return your favour....." I could see the sincerity in his voice.
"I can accompany him......" I heard DongHae's voice and looked at him with surprise. 'What? He'll take me to my home.' I thought.
"Are you sure?" SiWon asked with suspicion.
"Yah!!! I'm his friend. It'll be dangerous when he goes with stranger....." He said while looking intently at SiWon. Before I could say anything, he grapped my wrist and dragged me along the road. I turned to SiWon and just bowed a bit as a goodbye. After we had walked for a while, I struggled my wrist from him.
"Yah! What's wrong with you today?" I shouted at him. I couldn't take it anymore. This guy was seriously weird for me today. He didn't say anything but stared at me.
"You are strange today, Lee DongHae. You were not nice to SiWon and always interrupted our conversation. And now you dragged me along without letting me to say goodbye to him. Seriously, what happened to you?" I said to him angrily.
"So, you're angry with me because of that guy? Today is only the first day you've met with him. But you've already defended for him......"
"It's because he's nice to me! Not like you, who's been teasing, making fun of me and ignoring my feelings for you!!!" I shouted at him before I controlled myself. Suddenly, his expression changed to confused one.
"You-you have feelings towards me?" He asked confusedly.
"You don't want to know, DongHae....." I said before I left him behind, letting my tears rolling down my cheeks.
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I glanced at the classroom door while holding my textbook, pretending to read. I didn't believe I said those words to DongHae yesterday. I cursed myself mentally. 'What if he hates me? What if he avoids me? What if he....disgusts me?' I was lost in thoughts until I saw a pink carton. I smiled and took it before I looked up at SiWon.
"Thank yo....." My words disappeared when I saw the person was not SiWon.
"Why are you so surprised?" DongHae asked me with a smile, not the grin or smirk that I always saw on his face.
"Th-Thank you, DongHae......" I stuttered a bit. He just smiled and sat on his seat.
"Uhh.....sorry" I turned towards him when I heard his voice.
"For what?" I asked him but he didn't looked at me, only staring at the desk.
"For everything. After thinking about what you said yesterday, I felt guilty, HyukJae. I didn't realise that I was so mean to you....." He looked up towards me and I saw sincerity in his eyes, that I'd never seen before.
"Sorry for everything, HyukJae.... I'll do anything you ask....Please don't choose SiWon over me...." He said with pleading voice and I tilted with confusion.
"What do you mean by choosing him over you?" I asked him while blinking a few times.
"Just......just don't pay attention only to him....." He said before he turned away from me. 'Is he shy?' I thought and smiled at his shy face. I knew that he is handsome but I didn't know that he can be cute, too. I slowly took out my phone when he was still staring at the desk shyly.
'Tck!' He turned towards me with his wide eyes.
"Yah! What're you doing, Lee HyukJae?" He asked.
"Haha...just took a photo of you....omo, you're quite cute, you know?" I said with satisfaction while looking at his photo in my phone.
"Delete it!!!" He shouted at me and tried to take my phone from me.
"No! I promise I won't show to anyone......I'll just keep in my phone, ok?" I said after avoiding his hands.
"Fine......" He said before he extended his pinky finger towards me.
"What's that for?" I asked, starting to feel my heartbeat faster as he staring at my eyes.
"Promise me that you won't choose SiWon, no, anyone over me" He said, still staring at me.
I nodded at him and linked my pinky finger with his. 'I'm always yours DongHae' I said in my mind.
From that day onwards, DongHae and my relationship was better than before. He treated me nicely, but sometimes, he still keeps teasing me. But I didn't mind because I was happy every time I see his smile. And I noticed that he always joined with us during the lunch break and when I asked him about Jessica, he didn't say anything but gave me a simple shrug.
Today was a normal school day. Our class was noisy as usual since the lunch was just over.
"Class! Class! Attention!" We became silent when we heard our teacher's voice.
"Our school will be organizing a party for Valentine's Day which is on next week...." Cheering and clapping were heard at the tearcher's news. We were very happy to have the party since we all were tiring and boring for studying.
"And there will be a couple dance party....you can choose to invite anyone in this school to dance with you....but you have to invite before the party....."
"Wow!!!"
"Good!!!"
"Who should I invite?" A lot of voices were heard about this matter. I glanced at DongHae, hoping that he was the one who would invite me.
'What am I thinking? He still has his girlfriend...' My thoughts suddenly interrupted me. I felt sad when the realisation hit me. Maybe I would be lonely for this party.
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"What?!?" I said with surprised and staring at SiWon who was smiling at my expression.
"I'm inviting you as my dance partner for tomorrow....Can you accept it?" He asked me again gently. I couldn't believe my ears. I thought this gentleman would have interest in girls, like DongHae. But he was asking me to accept his invitation.
"I-I....." I didn't know what to say.
"Has anyone already asked you for this?" He asked me. I shook my head slowly. Even though I want DongHae to be my dance partner, I knew that was impossible.
"So, will you accept this?" SiWon looked at me warmly and asked me again. I looked at his eyes and wished that it was DongHae who asked me this question. I broke my thoughts and nodded to him with a smile. He smiled happily at me as I accepted to become his dance partner.
"Thanks a lot, Hyuk.....so see you tomorrow...." He said before he left the classroom. I sat down on my seat in the empty classroom. I sighed and put my books into my bag. At least, I had the partner for tomorrow party. A figure interrupted my thoughts and when I looked up, I saw DongHae.
"So, you accepted him?" He said. I didn't expect that he heard our conversation. Did he eavesdropped?
"Yeah....." I answered.
"Good! You two will look so good together...."He said. I looked up to him. I wanted to tell him that he was the one who I wanted to dance with tomorrow instead of SiWon. I avoided my gaze away from him before I asked.
"You and Jessica will look good, too......" I said with sadness.
"Umm......." He didn't say anything. The silence filled the room as both of us didn't say anything.
"So....I'll be going now......see you tomorrow, HyukJae....." He broke the silence before he went out from the classroom. I just stared at his retreated figure.
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Valentine's Day is romantic for every couple. Since the party was in evening, the sunset made the scenery more beautiful and romantic. I smiled slightly when I saw many couples in our school compound as the party was going to start soon.
"You look nice....." I turned to the person when I heard the voice and I saw the most handsome guy in my life. DongHae was wearing a simple black suit but he looks wonderful on that. I was a bit surprised at his statement as I was just wearing a simple black dress shirt and tight black jeans.
"Umm...thanks....you look good too....." I blushed and said back to him. He smiled and stared at me. I could hear my own heartbeat as he'd hever stared at me like this before.
"Uhh.....Jessica is not here yet?" I said, wanting to break the awkward atmosphere between us. He looked around the compound before he replied me.
"I guess not yet....."
"Hyuk......" We looked at to the direction where the voice came and saw SiWon, wearing a black tuxedo. He headed towards us and smiled at me.
"You look wonderful tonight....." He said and when I glanced at DongHae, he turned away from us. I just smiled back at SiWon.
"So, we'll go first....." I said to DongHae before SiWon and I went to join other couples. I felt sad when I left DongHae behind. I think I saw some emotion in his eyes. Was is sadness?
I broke my thoughts when I saw other friends. We talked for a while and when I looked at the place where DongHae was, I didn't see him anymore. I looked around the compound and looked for him, but he was nowhere to be seen.
"Hyuk.....it's about to start....." SiWon said before he led me to the dance area. A soft romantic music was heard and the couples were starting to sway their bodies. SiWon held my right hand and he put my left hand on his shoulder. He put his hand on my back when I saw Jessica, swaying her body. But what made me surprised was the one who was dancing with her was not DongHae. I stared at them in disbelief. So where's DongHae now?
"Hyuk....are you okay?" SiWon asked when he saw my expression.
"I-I...I'm sorry, SiWon.....I need to go now....." I said with pleading voice. Yes, I need to find DongHae. SiWon looked at me and smiled understandingly before he let me go.
"It's okay.....you don't have to say sorry....." He said. I smiled and said soft 'thank you' to him before I went to that particular place, the place where DongHae is.
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I looked around the place when I got out from the cap and saw a familiar figure sitting on the bench near the Han River. He didn't see me as his back was facing me. I approached him slowly before I sat down beside him. He noticed the movement of the bench and turned his face towards me. He looked surprised when he saw me.
"Hyuk-HyukJae....why are you here?" He asked with confusion and surprise. I smiled proudly as I could made him surprised. Then, I showed him my pinky finger.
"Rememer this? I kept my promise......." I said and saw him frowning.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm not choosing anyone over you......even though you didn't ask me for dance......." I said before I retreated my finger.
"I-I was about to ask you on that day....but he came to you earlier....." DongHae said with a sad tone. This time, I was surprised. I didn't believe that he wanted to be my dance partner. I felt happy at the same time.
"What happened to you and Jessica?" I asked him. I really wanted to know about this.
"We broke up......" He said simply.
"Why?"
"She said that I didn't care her anymore......and then, we quarrelled and broke up. That's all." He said carelessly. I mouthed 'O' as I understand their situation. He suddenly stood up and extend his hands towards me.
"Shall we dance?" He asked with a smile, the smile I was fallen into. I felt like I was dreaming. I never thought that he would ask me to dance with him. I accepted and held his hand. He then, held my right hand and put his other hand on my back. I blushed at the closeness of our faces.
"Sorry....we don't have any music here." He said and I chuckled at his words.
"It's okay...." I said before we started swaying our bodies. I just wanted to stop the time when we were dancing. It was very precious for me. While dancing, he was staring at my eyes and I saw a glint in them. 'Is it love?' I thought hopefully. I didn't know when we stop dancing, all I knew was I was lost in his beautiful eyes. He started to lean closer to me and reduced the distance between our lips. I closed my eyes and anticipated the moment that I'd been waiting. Finally, our lips touched. I found that his lips was so soft and I didn't want to let go. It was just a short kiss but I felt that it had a lot of meaning. When we pulled away, we both startled at the earlier action. I shyly retreated my arms that had been linking his neck without realising and he awkwardly scratched his nape.
"I--Uhh...I'm sorry....." He said. I felt sad because the words that I want to hear from him were not them. I shook my head and avoiding his gaze.
"I-It's okay....." Did he really think that the kiss was wrong? I suddenly felt urge to cry.
"I'll go now...." I said and left him behind without letting him to say anything. Afterall, I ended with heartbroken again. Maybe my love is just a one-sided love.
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From that day onwards, I avoided DongHae. I talked to him when it was really necessary. I ignored his calls or even switched off my phone at night. I want to forget my feelings towards him after I realised that they were just one-sided. I only needed 3 more months to avoid him. After that, we would be graduated and would go to different university. I hope I could forget him and my love for him from my life.
I closed my eyes and breathed deeply. The breeze was blowing gently across the Han River. I should not be here if I want to forget everything about DongHae. But I couldn't help and now I'm here, the same place where I shared my first kiss with the one I truely love.
"Hyuk....." I opened my eyes and saw SiWon smiled warmly at me. I shifted to the side so that he could sit beside me.
"Is there something wrong with you?" He asked while looking at me. I shook my head.
"You know, you can always talk to me......" He consoled me. I looked at him and smiled sadly.
"Thank you......"
"Hyuk, Sorry to disturb you, but I want to say something important to you...." He said hesitately.
"It's okay, SiWon. Just go ahead." I said.
"HyukJae!!!!" Before he could say anything, a loud voice interrupted and when we turned to the voice, we saw panting DongHae. He leaned to the bench as he was so tired. 'Did he run to get here?' I thought.
"Don't......Please don't accept....him........" DongHae said while panting heavily.
"Don't accept him? What do you mean?" I asked confusedly. He swallowed his gulp before he said.
"Hasn't he said to you?" He asked me, ignoring my questions.
"I was about to say, but you interrupted me...." SiWon said to DongHae.
"Oh... so, I'm going to say it....HyukJae, don't leave me....don't leave me...." He said pleadingly. He grapped my hands when I didn't respond anything.
"I'm so sorry. I know that I'm so stupid. I didn't realised my true feelings even after we kissed....But when you avoided me, I realised that I can't stay without you. I felt hurt whenever you ignored my calls and I felt jealous when other people could make you smile. And I'm afraid that I'm going to lose you. Please don't leave me.....I-I love you, HyukJae...." He said gently. I felt that my eyes became watery and before I could control it, tears were rolling down my cheeks.
"Stupid Lee DongHae! Stupid! Do you know how long I've been waiting to hear those words from you? Do you know how hurt I am whenever I see you with those girls? You're stupid fish!!!" I said while hitting his chest and I cried out loud. Finally, my one-sided love was realised by him, the one I love so much.
"I'm sorry...HyukJae. Sorry for taking so long to realise it....." He said after he pulled me into his warm embrace. It took a few minutes before I stopped crying.
"Finally, you said it....." We heard a voice and looked at the owner, SiWon.
"What?" DongHae asked confusedly.
"I thought I need to wait for you until night....." He said while smiling at both of us. We pulled away from the hug and looked at each other confusedly.
"Yah!!! Did he say it? Omo....I missed a good scene!!!" I heard SungMin's voice and saw LeeTeuk Hyung and KangIn Hyung running along with him.
"What do you mean?" I asked with confusion. I glanced at DongHae and found that he was same with me too.
"Actually, it's all LeeTeuk Hyung's plan..." SiWon said with a proud smile.
"Plan?" We both asked together.
"Yes! I know you guys are falling in love with each other. But that stupid fish didn't realise his feelings. So, we came out with some plan. We asked SiWon for help and he made DongHae jealous and made him knows his true feelings. And when we told DongHae that SiWon is going to confess to HyukJae today, he could not control anymore....haha" LeeTeuk Hyung explained to us.
"And finally, DongHae confessed to HyukJae!!!" SungMin said while clapping happily.
"So, I need to thank to all of you?" DongHae asked.
"Of course! Thank especially to my brilliant brain....haha" LeeTeuk Hyung said proudly.
"Okay okay....thank all of you guys.....Because of you, I didn't lose my HyukJae....." He said and looked at me tenderly. I smiled shyly at his words.
"You're welcome DongHae-shi....." SiWon said.
"Hey, just call me DongHae...." He said while playfully punch the other's arm.
"Okay, DongHae." SiWon smiled at us.
"So.......if you don't have anything to say, can you guys give us some time alone?" DongHae said with a playful smile.
"Yah! Lee DongHae, we helped you so much, how dare you ask us to leave you?" SungMin said with anger.
"Aish.....I'll treat you all later, okay? Can you please leave us now?" DongHae said before he pushed our friends. I chuckled at his cuteness. Finally, they left us and DongHae came back to me, grinning happliy.
"What?" I asked him, letting him to pull me his embrace again.
"Nothing...just happy, Hyukkie....." He said. I widened my eyes at the new name.
"Hyukkie?" I asked him.
"Yeah...That's your new nickname given by me....."
"Thanks, I love it....." I said happily while enjoying his warmth.
"It's better than SiWon's one right?"
"You still want to win over him, is it?" I asked him teasingly. He didn't say anything but chuckling at my question.
"So, should I give you the nickname too?"
"It's up to you....."
"Umm....how about fishy?" I asked him. A pout was formed on his lips when he heard his nickname.
"I gave you the nice name, so don't give me the animal name......" He said childishly.
"haha okay....so how about Alien? You like aliens, right?"
"Hyukkie!!!" He pouted again. I laughed at his cute side.
"Then, how about Hae?" He looked at my eyes. Now, I can see his pure love in his eyes, the love I'd been wanting to see for so long.
"Can you say it again?" He asked me gently while caressing my cheek with his hand.
"Hae......" I said and I felt him leaning towards me. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed our second kiss. It was sweeter than the first one. We smiled at each other when we pulled away from the kiss.
"I love it, Hyukkie......"
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A/N: Finally!!!! Finish!!!! I'm so happy........ ^__^ How is it??? I hope you all enjoy reading my fic!!! All comments are loved and welcomed <3 <3 <3
Pairing: DongHae/ HyukJae
Genre: Romance/ Fluff
Rating: PG
Summary: I don't think he has feeling towards me....I'm no one in his eyes...
Disclaimer: I own SuJu!!! Just kidding :P I do not own Super Junior, I just own the plot.
Note: Written in HyukJae's POV
Part 2
"Here are the notes that you need....you can take them home and you can ask me if you don't understand anything..." I said after I handed my notes to SiWon. We were now in school library, SiWon asked me to lend him my notes. Suddenly, a sound of something hit the table was heard beside me and that made us startled. I turned towards the noise and saw DongHae glaring at SiWon.
"Yah....Do you know this is library? Why do you make noise?" I asked him with a whisper voice, avoiding the attention from other people.
"Because I want to. So what?" He said with anger before he sat down on the seat beside me.
"Why are you here? You never come to library..........." I asked him with weird look. Seriously, what's wrong with this guy today?
"Reading magazines......" He simply replied without looking me.
"Reading magazines in library???" I asked strangely. DongHae usually doesn't like library because he said it is always quiet. And he said people who go to library are the ones who don't have anything to do. But now why's he here?
"You own the library, is it?" He asked me sarcastically while glaring at me the same time.
"It's just......weird......" I said before I turned to SiWon, continued explaining my notes. I glanced at DongHae quite a few times and found that he became bored. And then, he started to interrupted us, arguing with me that my explanations were wrong, teasing me and making fun with me. I controlled my anger and myself not to shout at him. After three hours, we'd done with our lessons. SiWon is a smart guy and he could easily understand my notes.
"Thanks a lot, Hyuk....." SiWon said with a smile. I felt comfortable with him even though we just met today.
"No problem...I'm happy to help you..." I said with my gummy smile.
"Uhh...It's a bit late. Can I take you to your home? You had to stay this late in school because of me......." SiWon said with a guilty voice. I shook my head quickly.
"No no...You don't have to......it's okay"
"I feel bad, Hyuk.....I want to return your favour....." I could see the sincerity in his voice.
"I can accompany him......" I heard DongHae's voice and looked at him with surprise. 'What? He'll take me to my home.' I thought.
"Are you sure?" SiWon asked with suspicion.
"Yah!!! I'm his friend. It'll be dangerous when he goes with stranger....." He said while looking intently at SiWon. Before I could say anything, he grapped my wrist and dragged me along the road. I turned to SiWon and just bowed a bit as a goodbye. After we had walked for a while, I struggled my wrist from him.
"Yah! What's wrong with you today?" I shouted at him. I couldn't take it anymore. This guy was seriously weird for me today. He didn't say anything but stared at me.
"You are strange today, Lee DongHae. You were not nice to SiWon and always interrupted our conversation. And now you dragged me along without letting me to say goodbye to him. Seriously, what happened to you?" I said to him angrily.
"So, you're angry with me because of that guy? Today is only the first day you've met with him. But you've already defended for him......"
"It's because he's nice to me! Not like you, who's been teasing, making fun of me and ignoring my feelings for you!!!" I shouted at him before I controlled myself. Suddenly, his expression changed to confused one.
"You-you have feelings towards me?" He asked confusedly.
"You don't want to know, DongHae....." I said before I left him behind, letting my tears rolling down my cheeks.
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I glanced at the classroom door while holding my textbook, pretending to read. I didn't believe I said those words to DongHae yesterday. I cursed myself mentally. 'What if he hates me? What if he avoids me? What if he....disgusts me?' I was lost in thoughts until I saw a pink carton. I smiled and took it before I looked up at SiWon.
"Thank yo....." My words disappeared when I saw the person was not SiWon.
"Why are you so surprised?" DongHae asked me with a smile, not the grin or smirk that I always saw on his face.
"Th-Thank you, DongHae......" I stuttered a bit. He just smiled and sat on his seat.
"Uhh.....sorry" I turned towards him when I heard his voice.
"For what?" I asked him but he didn't looked at me, only staring at the desk.
"For everything. After thinking about what you said yesterday, I felt guilty, HyukJae. I didn't realise that I was so mean to you....." He looked up towards me and I saw sincerity in his eyes, that I'd never seen before.
"Sorry for everything, HyukJae.... I'll do anything you ask....Please don't choose SiWon over me...." He said with pleading voice and I tilted with confusion.
"What do you mean by choosing him over you?" I asked him while blinking a few times.
"Just......just don't pay attention only to him....." He said before he turned away from me. 'Is he shy?' I thought and smiled at his shy face. I knew that he is handsome but I didn't know that he can be cute, too. I slowly took out my phone when he was still staring at the desk shyly.
'Tck!' He turned towards me with his wide eyes.
"Yah! What're you doing, Lee HyukJae?" He asked.
"Haha...just took a photo of you....omo, you're quite cute, you know?" I said with satisfaction while looking at his photo in my phone.
"Delete it!!!" He shouted at me and tried to take my phone from me.
"No! I promise I won't show to anyone......I'll just keep in my phone, ok?" I said after avoiding his hands.
"Fine......" He said before he extended his pinky finger towards me.
"What's that for?" I asked, starting to feel my heartbeat faster as he staring at my eyes.
"Promise me that you won't choose SiWon, no, anyone over me" He said, still staring at me.
I nodded at him and linked my pinky finger with his. 'I'm always yours DongHae' I said in my mind.
From that day onwards, DongHae and my relationship was better than before. He treated me nicely, but sometimes, he still keeps teasing me. But I didn't mind because I was happy every time I see his smile. And I noticed that he always joined with us during the lunch break and when I asked him about Jessica, he didn't say anything but gave me a simple shrug.
Today was a normal school day. Our class was noisy as usual since the lunch was just over.
"Class! Class! Attention!" We became silent when we heard our teacher's voice.
"Our school will be organizing a party for Valentine's Day which is on next week...." Cheering and clapping were heard at the tearcher's news. We were very happy to have the party since we all were tiring and boring for studying.
"And there will be a couple dance party....you can choose to invite anyone in this school to dance with you....but you have to invite before the party....."
"Wow!!!"
"Good!!!"
"Who should I invite?" A lot of voices were heard about this matter. I glanced at DongHae, hoping that he was the one who would invite me.
'What am I thinking? He still has his girlfriend...' My thoughts suddenly interrupted me. I felt sad when the realisation hit me. Maybe I would be lonely for this party.
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"What?!?" I said with surprised and staring at SiWon who was smiling at my expression.
"I'm inviting you as my dance partner for tomorrow....Can you accept it?" He asked me again gently. I couldn't believe my ears. I thought this gentleman would have interest in girls, like DongHae. But he was asking me to accept his invitation.
"I-I....." I didn't know what to say.
"Has anyone already asked you for this?" He asked me. I shook my head slowly. Even though I want DongHae to be my dance partner, I knew that was impossible.
"So, will you accept this?" SiWon looked at me warmly and asked me again. I looked at his eyes and wished that it was DongHae who asked me this question. I broke my thoughts and nodded to him with a smile. He smiled happily at me as I accepted to become his dance partner.
"Thanks a lot, Hyuk.....so see you tomorrow...." He said before he left the classroom. I sat down on my seat in the empty classroom. I sighed and put my books into my bag. At least, I had the partner for tomorrow party. A figure interrupted my thoughts and when I looked up, I saw DongHae.
"So, you accepted him?" He said. I didn't expect that he heard our conversation. Did he eavesdropped?
"Yeah....." I answered.
"Good! You two will look so good together...."He said. I looked up to him. I wanted to tell him that he was the one who I wanted to dance with tomorrow instead of SiWon. I avoided my gaze away from him before I asked.
"You and Jessica will look good, too......" I said with sadness.
"Umm......." He didn't say anything. The silence filled the room as both of us didn't say anything.
"So....I'll be going now......see you tomorrow, HyukJae....." He broke the silence before he went out from the classroom. I just stared at his retreated figure.
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Valentine's Day is romantic for every couple. Since the party was in evening, the sunset made the scenery more beautiful and romantic. I smiled slightly when I saw many couples in our school compound as the party was going to start soon.
"You look nice....." I turned to the person when I heard the voice and I saw the most handsome guy in my life. DongHae was wearing a simple black suit but he looks wonderful on that. I was a bit surprised at his statement as I was just wearing a simple black dress shirt and tight black jeans.
"Umm...thanks....you look good too....." I blushed and said back to him. He smiled and stared at me. I could hear my own heartbeat as he'd hever stared at me like this before.
"Uhh.....Jessica is not here yet?" I said, wanting to break the awkward atmosphere between us. He looked around the compound before he replied me.
"I guess not yet....."
"Hyuk......" We looked at to the direction where the voice came and saw SiWon, wearing a black tuxedo. He headed towards us and smiled at me.
"You look wonderful tonight....." He said and when I glanced at DongHae, he turned away from us. I just smiled back at SiWon.
"So, we'll go first....." I said to DongHae before SiWon and I went to join other couples. I felt sad when I left DongHae behind. I think I saw some emotion in his eyes. Was is sadness?
I broke my thoughts when I saw other friends. We talked for a while and when I looked at the place where DongHae was, I didn't see him anymore. I looked around the compound and looked for him, but he was nowhere to be seen.
"Hyuk.....it's about to start....." SiWon said before he led me to the dance area. A soft romantic music was heard and the couples were starting to sway their bodies. SiWon held my right hand and he put my left hand on his shoulder. He put his hand on my back when I saw Jessica, swaying her body. But what made me surprised was the one who was dancing with her was not DongHae. I stared at them in disbelief. So where's DongHae now?
"Hyuk....are you okay?" SiWon asked when he saw my expression.
"I-I...I'm sorry, SiWon.....I need to go now....." I said with pleading voice. Yes, I need to find DongHae. SiWon looked at me and smiled understandingly before he let me go.
"It's okay.....you don't have to say sorry....." He said. I smiled and said soft 'thank you' to him before I went to that particular place, the place where DongHae is.
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I looked around the place when I got out from the cap and saw a familiar figure sitting on the bench near the Han River. He didn't see me as his back was facing me. I approached him slowly before I sat down beside him. He noticed the movement of the bench and turned his face towards me. He looked surprised when he saw me.
"Hyuk-HyukJae....why are you here?" He asked with confusion and surprise. I smiled proudly as I could made him surprised. Then, I showed him my pinky finger.
"Rememer this? I kept my promise......." I said and saw him frowning.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm not choosing anyone over you......even though you didn't ask me for dance......." I said before I retreated my finger.
"I-I was about to ask you on that day....but he came to you earlier....." DongHae said with a sad tone. This time, I was surprised. I didn't believe that he wanted to be my dance partner. I felt happy at the same time.
"What happened to you and Jessica?" I asked him. I really wanted to know about this.
"We broke up......" He said simply.
"Why?"
"She said that I didn't care her anymore......and then, we quarrelled and broke up. That's all." He said carelessly. I mouthed 'O' as I understand their situation. He suddenly stood up and extend his hands towards me.
"Shall we dance?" He asked with a smile, the smile I was fallen into. I felt like I was dreaming. I never thought that he would ask me to dance with him. I accepted and held his hand. He then, held my right hand and put his other hand on my back. I blushed at the closeness of our faces.
"Sorry....we don't have any music here." He said and I chuckled at his words.
"It's okay...." I said before we started swaying our bodies. I just wanted to stop the time when we were dancing. It was very precious for me. While dancing, he was staring at my eyes and I saw a glint in them. 'Is it love?' I thought hopefully. I didn't know when we stop dancing, all I knew was I was lost in his beautiful eyes. He started to lean closer to me and reduced the distance between our lips. I closed my eyes and anticipated the moment that I'd been waiting. Finally, our lips touched. I found that his lips was so soft and I didn't want to let go. It was just a short kiss but I felt that it had a lot of meaning. When we pulled away, we both startled at the earlier action. I shyly retreated my arms that had been linking his neck without realising and he awkwardly scratched his nape.
"I--Uhh...I'm sorry....." He said. I felt sad because the words that I want to hear from him were not them. I shook my head and avoiding his gaze.
"I-It's okay....." Did he really think that the kiss was wrong? I suddenly felt urge to cry.
"I'll go now...." I said and left him behind without letting him to say anything. Afterall, I ended with heartbroken again. Maybe my love is just a one-sided love.
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From that day onwards, I avoided DongHae. I talked to him when it was really necessary. I ignored his calls or even switched off my phone at night. I want to forget my feelings towards him after I realised that they were just one-sided. I only needed 3 more months to avoid him. After that, we would be graduated and would go to different university. I hope I could forget him and my love for him from my life.
I closed my eyes and breathed deeply. The breeze was blowing gently across the Han River. I should not be here if I want to forget everything about DongHae. But I couldn't help and now I'm here, the same place where I shared my first kiss with the one I truely love.
"Hyuk....." I opened my eyes and saw SiWon smiled warmly at me. I shifted to the side so that he could sit beside me.
"Is there something wrong with you?" He asked while looking at me. I shook my head.
"You know, you can always talk to me......" He consoled me. I looked at him and smiled sadly.
"Thank you......"
"Hyuk, Sorry to disturb you, but I want to say something important to you...." He said hesitately.
"It's okay, SiWon. Just go ahead." I said.
"HyukJae!!!!" Before he could say anything, a loud voice interrupted and when we turned to the voice, we saw panting DongHae. He leaned to the bench as he was so tired. 'Did he run to get here?' I thought.
"Don't......Please don't accept....him........" DongHae said while panting heavily.
"Don't accept him? What do you mean?" I asked confusedly. He swallowed his gulp before he said.
"Hasn't he said to you?" He asked me, ignoring my questions.
"I was about to say, but you interrupted me...." SiWon said to DongHae.
"Oh... so, I'm going to say it....HyukJae, don't leave me....don't leave me...." He said pleadingly. He grapped my hands when I didn't respond anything.
"I'm so sorry. I know that I'm so stupid. I didn't realised my true feelings even after we kissed....But when you avoided me, I realised that I can't stay without you. I felt hurt whenever you ignored my calls and I felt jealous when other people could make you smile. And I'm afraid that I'm going to lose you. Please don't leave me.....I-I love you, HyukJae...." He said gently. I felt that my eyes became watery and before I could control it, tears were rolling down my cheeks.
"Stupid Lee DongHae! Stupid! Do you know how long I've been waiting to hear those words from you? Do you know how hurt I am whenever I see you with those girls? You're stupid fish!!!" I said while hitting his chest and I cried out loud. Finally, my one-sided love was realised by him, the one I love so much.
"I'm sorry...HyukJae. Sorry for taking so long to realise it....." He said after he pulled me into his warm embrace. It took a few minutes before I stopped crying.
"Finally, you said it....." We heard a voice and looked at the owner, SiWon.
"What?" DongHae asked confusedly.
"I thought I need to wait for you until night....." He said while smiling at both of us. We pulled away from the hug and looked at each other confusedly.
"Yah!!! Did he say it? Omo....I missed a good scene!!!" I heard SungMin's voice and saw LeeTeuk Hyung and KangIn Hyung running along with him.
"What do you mean?" I asked with confusion. I glanced at DongHae and found that he was same with me too.
"Actually, it's all LeeTeuk Hyung's plan..." SiWon said with a proud smile.
"Plan?" We both asked together.
"Yes! I know you guys are falling in love with each other. But that stupid fish didn't realise his feelings. So, we came out with some plan. We asked SiWon for help and he made DongHae jealous and made him knows his true feelings. And when we told DongHae that SiWon is going to confess to HyukJae today, he could not control anymore....haha" LeeTeuk Hyung explained to us.
"And finally, DongHae confessed to HyukJae!!!" SungMin said while clapping happily.
"So, I need to thank to all of you?" DongHae asked.
"Of course! Thank especially to my brilliant brain....haha" LeeTeuk Hyung said proudly.
"Okay okay....thank all of you guys.....Because of you, I didn't lose my HyukJae....." He said and looked at me tenderly. I smiled shyly at his words.
"You're welcome DongHae-shi....." SiWon said.
"Hey, just call me DongHae...." He said while playfully punch the other's arm.
"Okay, DongHae." SiWon smiled at us.
"So.......if you don't have anything to say, can you guys give us some time alone?" DongHae said with a playful smile.
"Yah! Lee DongHae, we helped you so much, how dare you ask us to leave you?" SungMin said with anger.
"Aish.....I'll treat you all later, okay? Can you please leave us now?" DongHae said before he pushed our friends. I chuckled at his cuteness. Finally, they left us and DongHae came back to me, grinning happliy.
"What?" I asked him, letting him to pull me his embrace again.
"Nothing...just happy, Hyukkie....." He said. I widened my eyes at the new name.
"Hyukkie?" I asked him.
"Yeah...That's your new nickname given by me....."
"Thanks, I love it....." I said happily while enjoying his warmth.
"It's better than SiWon's one right?"
"You still want to win over him, is it?" I asked him teasingly. He didn't say anything but chuckling at my question.
"So, should I give you the nickname too?"
"It's up to you....."
"Umm....how about fishy?" I asked him. A pout was formed on his lips when he heard his nickname.
"I gave you the nice name, so don't give me the animal name......" He said childishly.
"haha okay....so how about Alien? You like aliens, right?"
"Hyukkie!!!" He pouted again. I laughed at his cute side.
"Then, how about Hae?" He looked at my eyes. Now, I can see his pure love in his eyes, the love I'd been wanting to see for so long.
"Can you say it again?" He asked me gently while caressing my cheek with his hand.
"Hae......" I said and I felt him leaning towards me. I just closed my eyes and enjoyed our second kiss. It was sweeter than the first one. We smiled at each other when we pulled away from the kiss.
"I love it, Hyukkie......"
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A/N: Finally!!!! Finish!!!! I'm so happy........ ^__^ How is it??? I hope you all enjoy reading my fic!!! All comments are loved and welcomed <3 <3 <3