♥~ Past Love & Present Love (Chapter 7) ~♥
Title: Past Love & Present Love [Chaptered Fic]
Pairing: DongHae/ HyukJae
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: He's been having the same dream for many times...what if that dream is related to his past life?
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior. I just own my plot. >.<
Chapter 7
He held his head as he felt painful and a lot of memories appeared in his mind one by one, the mansion, the beach house and the one he loved more than his life. Finally, he remembered all of his memories.
"Please....Don't go Aiden......Please don't leave me......"
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HyukJae’s POV
25 years ago.........
"Young master is already on his way to home. So, please hurry up, guys...." I looked up to the person, slightly nodded at him.
"We're almost done KangIn Hyung.....Don't worry..." My cousin replied before he continued cleaning. KangIn, who was the head of butlers in this mansion, nodded and walked back to the entrance of the mansion. We prepared the dining table hurriedly before we followed KangIn to wait for the young master of the mansion.
"Your tie is a bit messy...." My cousin said before he tied it properly for me.
"JongWoon Hyung.....Is he kind?" I whisperred with worry. This is the first time for me to be a butler so I felt nervous about it.
"I havn't met him before. He stayed in America since he was young so we don't know about him. Why? Are you nervous EunHyuk?" He said while looking at my face carefully.
"Uhmm...Honestly, yes." I replied with a small smile.
"Don't worry. Everything will be okay." He encouraged me with a little pat on my shoulder. I sighed heavily before I looked down at my suit, made sure that I looked fine to my master.
“Young Master is coming!” I looked up once I heard KangIn Hyung’s voice. I was more nervous and I could feel that my heart was beating too fast. No long, there was a boy of same age as me entered into the mansion.
“It’s been really long since you left to America. So, you won’t know all the butlers here.” The lady said while smiling sweetly to the young man.
“At least I still know KangIn Hyung.” He said with a smile and I felt that my heart skipped a beat. His smile is mesmerizing and I honestly found that he was so handsome.
“Welcome home young master. It’s really long time.” KangIn Hyung said before he shook the other’s hand politely. Then, he started to introduce all the butlers and maid to him. All this time, I kept staring at him and I didn’t know why I couldn’t take my eyes off from him. Finally, he stood in front of me.
“This is EunHyuk, Kim JongWoon’s cousin. These two are your personal butlers.” KangIn Hyung explained to him and he nodded before he looked at me.
“Nice to meet you. I’m Aiden Lee.” He said.
“Nice to meet you, too. My name is EunHyuk.” I said before I bowed at him. I looked up to him and suddenly felt the heat on my cheeks because of his gaze. 'How can his stare be so powerful?' He smiled softly as if he knew what I was thinking.
“Okay son, you should take a rest. Later we’ll have the dinner okay?” His mother said and JongWoon Hyung and I carried his luggages to his room.
“This is your room young master. You can call us every time you need.” JongWoon Hyung said politely. He didn’t say anything but just nodded at him. We left from his room and headed to the dining area.
“What’s with your expression just now?” I looked at my cousin because of his question. I looked at him confusedly as I didn’t understand what he was asking.
“Your red face.” He said again and this time I looked down at the floor. I didn’t know what to answer and I didn’t even know why I felt so shy just now. Was it because of his handsome face?
“He’s our master. I just remind you.” JongWoon Hyung said with a pat on my shoulder. His eyes were serious when he looked at me and I knew that he warned me.
He’s my master……..
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I was walking along the hall, after helping my cousin. It had been one week since I was working here and everything was okay since I was working with JongWoon Hyung and all the butlers and maids were very kind.
My steps were suddenly stopped when I heard a soft music. I didn’t know where it came from. As I kept walking in front, it was getting louder and I realised that it was violin. I walked slowly until I reached a room. There was our young master, whose back was facing towards me, playing the violin beautifully. I couldn’t help but stared at him. The way he played the violin was so gentle and his music made me peaceful. I didn’t even know how long I stood there and listened to the violin. He finished the song and gently put his violin into the box.
“Aren’t your legs numb?” He asked softly and I looked around the room. There was only him and me in this room. Was he talking to me?
“I’m asking you EunHyuk…” I was shocked when he called my name. How could he know that I was here?
Before I could answer anything, he turned around and smiled at me.
“Uhmm…I-I’m sorry young master….I shouldn’t have peeped you….” I was so embarassed since I was caught by him and I didn’t dare to look at his eyes. Suddenly, I heard his laughter and I looked up to him with confused face.
“I’m not going to scold you….” He said before smiled gently at me. ‘Why does he keep making my heartbeat faster?’ I said in my mind.
“Come in….” He simply said before gestured me to come inside the room. I slowly walked towards him. He stared at me with a smile and I couldn’t looked at his stare and I kept looking down to my feet.
“EunHyuk….”
“Yes, young master…..” I replied without looking at him.
“Can you at least look at me when I talk to you?” I looked up when I heard it. And his smile wider once I looked up to him.
“How was the song I played just now?”
“It was great! Amazing!” I suddenly looked down shyly once I realised that my voice was too loud. Why am I getting too excited? He chuckled at my reaction.
“So you like classical music?”
“Yes. Especially violin.” I answered while looking at his violin lying in the box. It’s my favourite instrument and even though I didn’t get a chance to learn it, I was always enjoyed whenever I heard the violin sound.
“Do you know how to play it?”
“No, young master.” I answered simply but he suddenly frowned at my answer.
“Young master…..hmm….It sounds too formal and I don’t like it.”
“Huh?”
“Can you just call me Aiden instead?”
“But if the master hears it….”
“I mean if only there’re two of us.” I looked at him and I could sense some emotions in his eyes.
“I just feel lonely sometimes and I don’t have many friends. So, if I want to talk to someone, can you be the one who would listen to me?” I blinked a few times while registering his words. I didn’t expect that he would request to me like this. I knew that he’s kind but I really didn’t expect this.
“Hey, I just want to be friend with you. Why do you look so shocked?” He said when he didn’t get my reply.
“Uhh…I..I’m just surprised.” I stuttered when I answered to him.
“So can we be friend?”
“Of course! We can, young master…uh…I mean Aiden-shi.”
“Drop the shi. Aiden is enough.” He said while chuckling. This was when the new relationship between us was started.
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“And when KangIn Hyung saw the turtle on his bed, he screamed out loud! He was about to sit on it, but luckily he saw it. If not, I’m dead because of JongWoon Hyung by now.” We were in the same room where he usually played his violin and I was telling him what happened last night. It had been one month since we had become friends and we shared a lot of stories. I’m the one who told the stories the most and he’s a good listener.
“I didn’t know that you’ll be this naughty. Why did you put his turtle on KangIn Hyung’s bed?” He asked me while laughing.
“It was so bored and I got nothing to do. And I suddenly got that funny idea…haha.”
“What happened next then?”
“I’m banned from touching his turtle now.” Aiden laughed once he got my reply. His laughter sounds very nice and I couldn’t help but to stare at him everytime he laughed.
“What?” He suddenly asked me when he caught me staring at him.
“Uhh….nothing.” I looked away quickly from his handsome face. ‘Why can’t you control yourself?’ I scolded myself in my mind.
“Hey....” I turned to him when I heard his voice.
“Thank you.” He said softly.
“What’s it for?”
“For everything. For being my friend, talking to me and listening to me.”
“Then, I should say thank you to you too, for same reasons.” I said jokingly. But it was true. I became happier from the day we had become friends and I was happy to spend time with him.
“Do you mind if I ask you something?” He asked.
“Of course not!”
“Uhh….have you ever been in love?” I blushed when he suddenly asked that. Actually, I don’t really know about ‘love’.
“No…never….You?” I asked back. He smiled and looked out the window. He stared at the sky for a while before he answered my question.
“Yeah. I’ve been in love now.”
I felt that my heart hurts when I heard that. Why? Why should I feel that way?’ Why do his words affect me that much? Am I in love with him?
“But I’ve never seen your lover before.” I said and relieved that my voice was not cracking. He chuckled before he turned to me.
“I havn’t confessed yet. And I don’t know whether that person feel the same to me.”
“Who wouldn’t like you back? You’re a great person and very kind. Only a stupid one won’t like you.” I encouraged him but I was curious to know that lucky person whom he loves.
“Remember your words.” He said softly.
“Huh?”
“Nothing. I said wish me good luck.” He said before he stared at the sky again. Maybe he thought I didn’t hear what he said, but I clearly heard it even though he said it softly.
‘Remember my words? What does it mean?’
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"Eunhyuk ah"
"Yes, Hyung?" I replied without looking at JongWoon Hyung as I was busy reading the book while lying on my bed.
"What's the relationship between you two?" I closed my book and gave him confused look.
"You should know what I am talking about. You and young master." I avoided his gaze once I understood him. I didn't tell my cousin that we became friends because if he knew it, I'm afraid that he would stop me.
"Why are you asking it?" I asked back after I sat up on my bed and he sat down beside me.
"I saw you two this morning in that room. You two look quite close and I'm sure that you are not just master and butler. Tell me the truth, EunHyuk."
"We're friends Hyung. And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you." I said while looking at my fingers.
"You think that I'm going to stop you? No, I won't stop you being friends." I looked up to him and he smiled gently to me.
"But I just want to remind you that we're different from them. He's our master, your master. Being friends is still fine, but more than that will make you two suffer." He said and patted my shoulder before he left my room.
'More than that will make you two suffer. Hyung, I wish that I don't have any feelings towards him more than friend. But only I know that it's too late now.....'
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"Eunhyuk....Eunhyuk....."
"Huh? What?"
"You're spacing out. You didn't listen to me at all." I smiled shyly. Yes, I was spacing out just now because I was thinking of what JongWoon Hyung said last night.
"I'm sorry. What did you say?"
"Never mind. It's nothing important." He said before he opened his violin box.
"Do you want to learn?" He suddenly asked me.
"What?"
"Violin. I can teach you." He asked with a brightly smile. I nodded at him and he handed me his violin.
"Put your left hand on its neck. Like this..." I could hear my own heartbeat when he suddenly held my hand. I couldn't help but think that his hand was so warm.
"And your chin should be here." I followed as he said. And he tilted my jaw to get in the right position. I felt the heat on my cheek and I was sure that I was blushing now. But he didn't seem to notice. 'Relax EunHyuk' I warned myself, especially my fast beating heart.
"Hold the bow with your right hand and raise your arm....." He was talking and touching my body at the same time. But all I could focused on was his touches. I really didn't hear his voice even though he kept talking to me.
"No....your left hand should be in the same position as I showed you earlier...." I widened my eyes when he slowly pressed his chest on my back while his left hand held my left one and his right was on my right arm. I could even feel his breath on my ear. 'You're killing me now, Aiden.....'
"And close you eyes...." He whispered to my ear and I followed as he said.
"I love you......" I abruptly opened my eyes once I heard that and quickly struggle from his hold. But he wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly.
"Don't....Aiden....It's wrong....." I said while still holding his violin and struggling from his tight hold.
"No....Nothing is wrong, EunHyuk....I love you...It's true! I really love you!" I couldn't control my tears that was formed because of his confession. What should I do? I know that I've fallen for him. But we're different like JongWoon Hyung said.
"Plea...Please don't Aid..Aiden....I can't...I can't" I said before I broke into tears. He released his hold and grabbed my shoulders to face him.
"Look at me, EunHyuk. Why did you say you can't? I love you and I know that you love me. You cannot lie to me." I closed my eyes and shook my head. I didn't know what to do anymore.
"I said look at me! If you really hate me, then just say you hate me while looking into my eyes. EunHyuk, say it!" I slowly opened my eyes and looked at his brown eyes that I've been fallen deeply.
"I......" I sobbed hardly. I could see his love in his eyes. Yes, he loves me and I could see it.
"I....I love you"
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A/N: Hello all!!!!!! Firstly, I want to apologize to all the readers for being stupidly slow writer (I think I'm the slowest writer O.o). I didn't update this fic for MORE THAN TWO MONTHS (or 3 months??? I don't even remember)!!!! *slaps myself* And so sorry, if you guys need to re-read the story from the beginning. Thanks for your time!!! At first I thought this chapter will be the last one, but I was wrong -_- It seems like still got two more chapters to finish it. Sorry to make you wait! *bows on the floor* And after this chaptered fic, I think I shouldn't write chaptered fic anymore since I'm very slow in updating. >.< Maybe only oneshot fic is suitable for me. Again, sorry and thanks a lot a lot a lot for reading my fic! \(^.^)/ Hope you enjoy it and sorry for any mistakes in my fic, English is not my first language =D Have a very nice day!!!! <3 <3 <3
Pairing: DongHae/ HyukJae
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: He's been having the same dream for many times...what if that dream is related to his past life?
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Junior. I just own my plot. >.<
Chapter 7
He held his head as he felt painful and a lot of memories appeared in his mind one by one, the mansion, the beach house and the one he loved more than his life. Finally, he remembered all of his memories.
"Please....Don't go Aiden......Please don't leave me......"
================================
HyukJae’s POV
25 years ago.........
"Young master is already on his way to home. So, please hurry up, guys...." I looked up to the person, slightly nodded at him.
"We're almost done KangIn Hyung.....Don't worry..." My cousin replied before he continued cleaning. KangIn, who was the head of butlers in this mansion, nodded and walked back to the entrance of the mansion. We prepared the dining table hurriedly before we followed KangIn to wait for the young master of the mansion.
"Your tie is a bit messy...." My cousin said before he tied it properly for me.
"JongWoon Hyung.....Is he kind?" I whisperred with worry. This is the first time for me to be a butler so I felt nervous about it.
"I havn't met him before. He stayed in America since he was young so we don't know about him. Why? Are you nervous EunHyuk?" He said while looking at my face carefully.
"Uhmm...Honestly, yes." I replied with a small smile.
"Don't worry. Everything will be okay." He encouraged me with a little pat on my shoulder. I sighed heavily before I looked down at my suit, made sure that I looked fine to my master.
“Young Master is coming!” I looked up once I heard KangIn Hyung’s voice. I was more nervous and I could feel that my heart was beating too fast. No long, there was a boy of same age as me entered into the mansion.
“It’s been really long since you left to America. So, you won’t know all the butlers here.” The lady said while smiling sweetly to the young man.
“At least I still know KangIn Hyung.” He said with a smile and I felt that my heart skipped a beat. His smile is mesmerizing and I honestly found that he was so handsome.
“Welcome home young master. It’s really long time.” KangIn Hyung said before he shook the other’s hand politely. Then, he started to introduce all the butlers and maid to him. All this time, I kept staring at him and I didn’t know why I couldn’t take my eyes off from him. Finally, he stood in front of me.
“This is EunHyuk, Kim JongWoon’s cousin. These two are your personal butlers.” KangIn Hyung explained to him and he nodded before he looked at me.
“Nice to meet you. I’m Aiden Lee.” He said.
“Nice to meet you, too. My name is EunHyuk.” I said before I bowed at him. I looked up to him and suddenly felt the heat on my cheeks because of his gaze. 'How can his stare be so powerful?' He smiled softly as if he knew what I was thinking.
“Okay son, you should take a rest. Later we’ll have the dinner okay?” His mother said and JongWoon Hyung and I carried his luggages to his room.
“This is your room young master. You can call us every time you need.” JongWoon Hyung said politely. He didn’t say anything but just nodded at him. We left from his room and headed to the dining area.
“What’s with your expression just now?” I looked at my cousin because of his question. I looked at him confusedly as I didn’t understand what he was asking.
“Your red face.” He said again and this time I looked down at the floor. I didn’t know what to answer and I didn’t even know why I felt so shy just now. Was it because of his handsome face?
“He’s our master. I just remind you.” JongWoon Hyung said with a pat on my shoulder. His eyes were serious when he looked at me and I knew that he warned me.
He’s my master……..
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I was walking along the hall, after helping my cousin. It had been one week since I was working here and everything was okay since I was working with JongWoon Hyung and all the butlers and maids were very kind.
My steps were suddenly stopped when I heard a soft music. I didn’t know where it came from. As I kept walking in front, it was getting louder and I realised that it was violin. I walked slowly until I reached a room. There was our young master, whose back was facing towards me, playing the violin beautifully. I couldn’t help but stared at him. The way he played the violin was so gentle and his music made me peaceful. I didn’t even know how long I stood there and listened to the violin. He finished the song and gently put his violin into the box.
“Aren’t your legs numb?” He asked softly and I looked around the room. There was only him and me in this room. Was he talking to me?
“I’m asking you EunHyuk…” I was shocked when he called my name. How could he know that I was here?
Before I could answer anything, he turned around and smiled at me.
“Uhmm…I-I’m sorry young master….I shouldn’t have peeped you….” I was so embarassed since I was caught by him and I didn’t dare to look at his eyes. Suddenly, I heard his laughter and I looked up to him with confused face.
“I’m not going to scold you….” He said before smiled gently at me. ‘Why does he keep making my heartbeat faster?’ I said in my mind.
“Come in….” He simply said before gestured me to come inside the room. I slowly walked towards him. He stared at me with a smile and I couldn’t looked at his stare and I kept looking down to my feet.
“EunHyuk….”
“Yes, young master…..” I replied without looking at him.
“Can you at least look at me when I talk to you?” I looked up when I heard it. And his smile wider once I looked up to him.
“How was the song I played just now?”
“It was great! Amazing!” I suddenly looked down shyly once I realised that my voice was too loud. Why am I getting too excited? He chuckled at my reaction.
“So you like classical music?”
“Yes. Especially violin.” I answered while looking at his violin lying in the box. It’s my favourite instrument and even though I didn’t get a chance to learn it, I was always enjoyed whenever I heard the violin sound.
“Do you know how to play it?”
“No, young master.” I answered simply but he suddenly frowned at my answer.
“Young master…..hmm….It sounds too formal and I don’t like it.”
“Huh?”
“Can you just call me Aiden instead?”
“But if the master hears it….”
“I mean if only there’re two of us.” I looked at him and I could sense some emotions in his eyes.
“I just feel lonely sometimes and I don’t have many friends. So, if I want to talk to someone, can you be the one who would listen to me?” I blinked a few times while registering his words. I didn’t expect that he would request to me like this. I knew that he’s kind but I really didn’t expect this.
“Hey, I just want to be friend with you. Why do you look so shocked?” He said when he didn’t get my reply.
“Uhh…I..I’m just surprised.” I stuttered when I answered to him.
“So can we be friend?”
“Of course! We can, young master…uh…I mean Aiden-shi.”
“Drop the shi. Aiden is enough.” He said while chuckling. This was when the new relationship between us was started.
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“And when KangIn Hyung saw the turtle on his bed, he screamed out loud! He was about to sit on it, but luckily he saw it. If not, I’m dead because of JongWoon Hyung by now.” We were in the same room where he usually played his violin and I was telling him what happened last night. It had been one month since we had become friends and we shared a lot of stories. I’m the one who told the stories the most and he’s a good listener.
“I didn’t know that you’ll be this naughty. Why did you put his turtle on KangIn Hyung’s bed?” He asked me while laughing.
“It was so bored and I got nothing to do. And I suddenly got that funny idea…haha.”
“What happened next then?”
“I’m banned from touching his turtle now.” Aiden laughed once he got my reply. His laughter sounds very nice and I couldn’t help but to stare at him everytime he laughed.
“What?” He suddenly asked me when he caught me staring at him.
“Uhh….nothing.” I looked away quickly from his handsome face. ‘Why can’t you control yourself?’ I scolded myself in my mind.
“Hey....” I turned to him when I heard his voice.
“Thank you.” He said softly.
“What’s it for?”
“For everything. For being my friend, talking to me and listening to me.”
“Then, I should say thank you to you too, for same reasons.” I said jokingly. But it was true. I became happier from the day we had become friends and I was happy to spend time with him.
“Do you mind if I ask you something?” He asked.
“Of course not!”
“Uhh….have you ever been in love?” I blushed when he suddenly asked that. Actually, I don’t really know about ‘love’.
“No…never….You?” I asked back. He smiled and looked out the window. He stared at the sky for a while before he answered my question.
“Yeah. I’ve been in love now.”
I felt that my heart hurts when I heard that. Why? Why should I feel that way?’ Why do his words affect me that much? Am I in love with him?
“But I’ve never seen your lover before.” I said and relieved that my voice was not cracking. He chuckled before he turned to me.
“I havn’t confessed yet. And I don’t know whether that person feel the same to me.”
“Who wouldn’t like you back? You’re a great person and very kind. Only a stupid one won’t like you.” I encouraged him but I was curious to know that lucky person whom he loves.
“Remember your words.” He said softly.
“Huh?”
“Nothing. I said wish me good luck.” He said before he stared at the sky again. Maybe he thought I didn’t hear what he said, but I clearly heard it even though he said it softly.
‘Remember my words? What does it mean?’
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"Eunhyuk ah"
"Yes, Hyung?" I replied without looking at JongWoon Hyung as I was busy reading the book while lying on my bed.
"What's the relationship between you two?" I closed my book and gave him confused look.
"You should know what I am talking about. You and young master." I avoided his gaze once I understood him. I didn't tell my cousin that we became friends because if he knew it, I'm afraid that he would stop me.
"Why are you asking it?" I asked back after I sat up on my bed and he sat down beside me.
"I saw you two this morning in that room. You two look quite close and I'm sure that you are not just master and butler. Tell me the truth, EunHyuk."
"We're friends Hyung. And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you." I said while looking at my fingers.
"You think that I'm going to stop you? No, I won't stop you being friends." I looked up to him and he smiled gently to me.
"But I just want to remind you that we're different from them. He's our master, your master. Being friends is still fine, but more than that will make you two suffer." He said and patted my shoulder before he left my room.
'More than that will make you two suffer. Hyung, I wish that I don't have any feelings towards him more than friend. But only I know that it's too late now.....'
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"Eunhyuk....Eunhyuk....."
"Huh? What?"
"You're spacing out. You didn't listen to me at all." I smiled shyly. Yes, I was spacing out just now because I was thinking of what JongWoon Hyung said last night.
"I'm sorry. What did you say?"
"Never mind. It's nothing important." He said before he opened his violin box.
"Do you want to learn?" He suddenly asked me.
"What?"
"Violin. I can teach you." He asked with a brightly smile. I nodded at him and he handed me his violin.
"Put your left hand on its neck. Like this..." I could hear my own heartbeat when he suddenly held my hand. I couldn't help but think that his hand was so warm.
"And your chin should be here." I followed as he said. And he tilted my jaw to get in the right position. I felt the heat on my cheek and I was sure that I was blushing now. But he didn't seem to notice. 'Relax EunHyuk' I warned myself, especially my fast beating heart.
"Hold the bow with your right hand and raise your arm....." He was talking and touching my body at the same time. But all I could focused on was his touches. I really didn't hear his voice even though he kept talking to me.
"No....your left hand should be in the same position as I showed you earlier...." I widened my eyes when he slowly pressed his chest on my back while his left hand held my left one and his right was on my right arm. I could even feel his breath on my ear. 'You're killing me now, Aiden.....'
"And close you eyes...." He whispered to my ear and I followed as he said.
"I love you......" I abruptly opened my eyes once I heard that and quickly struggle from his hold. But he wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly.
"Don't....Aiden....It's wrong....." I said while still holding his violin and struggling from his tight hold.
"No....Nothing is wrong, EunHyuk....I love you...It's true! I really love you!" I couldn't control my tears that was formed because of his confession. What should I do? I know that I've fallen for him. But we're different like JongWoon Hyung said.
"Plea...Please don't Aid..Aiden....I can't...I can't" I said before I broke into tears. He released his hold and grabbed my shoulders to face him.
"Look at me, EunHyuk. Why did you say you can't? I love you and I know that you love me. You cannot lie to me." I closed my eyes and shook my head. I didn't know what to do anymore.
"I said look at me! If you really hate me, then just say you hate me while looking into my eyes. EunHyuk, say it!" I slowly opened my eyes and looked at his brown eyes that I've been fallen deeply.
"I......" I sobbed hardly. I could see his love in his eyes. Yes, he loves me and I could see it.
"I....I love you"
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A/N: Hello all!!!!!! Firstly, I want to apologize to all the readers for being stupidly slow writer (I think I'm the slowest writer O.o). I didn't update this fic for MORE THAN TWO MONTHS (or 3 months??? I don't even remember)!!!! *slaps myself* And so sorry, if you guys need to re-read the story from the beginning. Thanks for your time!!! At first I thought this chapter will be the last one, but I was wrong -_- It seems like still got two more chapters to finish it. Sorry to make you wait! *bows on the floor* And after this chaptered fic, I think I shouldn't write chaptered fic anymore since I'm very slow in updating. >.< Maybe only oneshot fic is suitable for me. Again, sorry and thanks a lot a lot a lot for reading my fic! \(^.^)/ Hope you enjoy it and sorry for any mistakes in my fic, English is not my first language =D Have a very nice day!!!! <3 <3 <3