Toga Party was tonight. And i did make an effort to go. mind you.. i left by 10ish. i was cold. and i felt a little sick. and parties really aren't my thing. but thats ok ( Read more... )

i don't like organized fun. that doesn't mean im anti social . it means. i dont like it when things are planned and im expected to do them. infact. don't do that to me. jerks. University is great. and by that i mean i like my dorm. classes haven't started. but they need to cause this feels like summer camp. monte carlo night. it was fun. i left ( Read more... )

in my dorm. its pretty. bite my lip and close my eyes.

i wish smellsy was on right now. cause im definately ready to talk. 6 days.

that was horrible.  i've never felt that way before.  i didn't like it.  the world closed in.

it felt like i had been crying for hours.

i don't like myself anymore. tonight was just the push i needed.

it stops here. cause i can't feel myself breathe anymore. its scary. and i don't like the feeling. i don't know when it started i don't ( Read more... )

ugh i'll be on tonight. its cold outside. sorena is coming now. claw my eyes out for me. cause im too busy cutting my wrist? im kidding. but if she tries to hug me i swear to god...

going out for coffee with sam + angie + ash + robyn. (no miki. that makes me sad) but i don't remember the last time we all hung out together. this should be exciting. today was a pretty bad day. my stomach hurts pretty bad. but oh well. right? fuck you. i miss anna. alot. shes the only one who knew the line to that song. of course she would be ( Read more... )

hey lol im seriously going to bed now but i was just singing a song in myhead. lol remember that one from West Side Story. ... lmao ( Read more... )

this is perfect. this is me ( Read more... )

So, im reading one of the greatest books ever written. Perhaps not the greatest but its up there. Angels and Demons by dan brown. amazing book. not so much for the writing techniques.. but the plot it self is amazing. and holy shit i just bought 100$ american today. BULL SHIT. the exchange rate (to buy, keep in mind) was 1.3145. so on every dollar ( Read more... )