The sad thing is I'm so bothered by it.

Jul 03, 2004 01:40

Caution, gratuitous use of the word "fuck" later on. Hey, just a warning.

An hour or so ago (I wasn't paying attention) I received a comment on one of my open-to-the-public journal entries. It was someone requesting to friend me.




And I thought to myself, well, okay, I don't see why not. I mean, what's one more friend, right? I don't particularly like being responsible for introducing someone to the site, but if they singled me out, I may as well.
So I decided to check their userinfo to see just what interests we had in common.

And all I can say is, WHAT THE HELL?!



In common with me:

.hack, .hack//sign, akira, angel sanctuary, anime, anime icons, anime music, animerica, arcana, art, boys, capcom, capcom vs. snk 2, chaos, chocobos, clamp, clover, computers, cowboy bebop, cuteness, dark kamui, daydreams, diablo, diablo ii, digi charat, doujinshi, dragon ball, dragons, drawing, evangelion, excel saga, fan art, final fantasy, final fantasy icons, final fantasy ix, final fantasy tactics, final fantasy unlimited, final fantasy vi, final fantasy vii, final fantasy viii, game music, gravitation, gundam wing, gundams, hamtaro, icons, inu yasha, j-pop, j-rock, japan, kamui, kenshin himura, kiki's delivery service, kittens, loki, magic knight rayearth, manga, megatokyo, moogles, music, mythology, neon genesis evangelion, petit charat, princess mononoke, puchiko, ragnarok, rurouni kenshin, sexy vampires, shonen-ai, snes, snk, space pirates, squall, squaresoft, squaresoft rpgs, starry skies, tenchi, trigun, vampire hunter d, vampires, video game music, video games, watching clouds go by, webcomics, x 1999, x the movie, x/1999, yaoi.

The 16 that aren't:

ai yori aoshi, azumanga daiho, cat people, clouds, cold, comic party, cudling, dark, final fantasy x, final fantasy x-2, happy lesson, love hina, r.a. salvatore, rain, sobe.

THIS IS NOT NORMAL.

I seriously doubt that someone who joined livejournal only a few hours ago would JUST HAPPEN to have 87 out of their 103 interests in common with me. Doesn't that seem a little suspicious? I mean, just a little.
I only say it's suspicious because the reason I turned my journal Friends-Only was to filter out a certain person who was being a little too obnoxious, and who I didn't really like to begin with, and I didn't really want to deal with him so I turned all my posts friends-only and put up a banner and everything. This was something like a year ago, or.. almost, at least, and I think he's gotten the hint. So I don't want to go assuming it's him, because it could be anyone, but damn.
There's no fucking way this is just some random person who happened to pick my name off a list of people with similar interests. It's POSSIBLE, but the only way they would have that many interests in common with me is if they found me and copied my interests to theirs. Even if it is just coincidence, which I HIGHLY doubt, it's all rather creepy.

Also, their email account, saati_chan@yahoo.com (as noted in their profile) was just created. Or at least their completely blank Yahoo profile was just updated 07/02/04, which to me is an indication that it was just made today. :/

And all this right after that anonymous comment that says I'm two-faced, which I guess I won't deny because I probably am at times, but was someone trying to prove a point with that? Somebody is trying to fuck with me and it's working, okay? So stop. If I'm really such a horrible person you can tell me right here and I won't hold it against you. In fact, I'll probably apologise for pissing you off, however I managed to do that, and then we'll remove eachother from our friends list (assuming we're on eachother's friends list) and that will be that, problem solved, once and for all.

There is always the small chance that saati_chan IS just some random internet person who just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, in which case I'm sorry. But there's also a higher chance that they're someone I specifically don't want reading my journal, posing as just another newbie, and if that's the case then I'm not a happy camper because it's MY decision to ban them, not THEIRS, and tricking me wouldn't be very nice at all.

I'm fucking tense as I don't know what right now. The only reason I'm being so anal about this is because there's a chance that someone isn't respecting my wish for them to leave me alone, and they're trying to invade my privacy, or they're trying to beat around the fucking bush into proving a fucking point that I'm such a goddamned mean and ugly person. And it's a good fucking chance. At this point, I think it could be nearly anyone, so don't feel like I'm trying to single anyone out.

Fuck me, I'm probably blowing this whole damn thing out of fucking proportion. Maybe I'm not getting enough sunlight or something, I don't know, I've had a lot of paranoid thoughts on my mind these past few days and my nerves are shot to hell. Whatever it is it's my own damn fault, just someone let me know what the fuck's going on, please? I mean, Jesus, I'm near the end of the fucking list even if I was singled out by interest, with a username starting with "s", so I'm finding it a little hard to believe (though it's not impossible) that this was just a random occurance.

I'm going to shut up before I run myself into the fucking ground going in circles like this. One last time, if anyone has a problem with me, SAY IT. Post it here, but for the love of all that's holy don't do it fucking anonymously. If you've got a problem with me, I'll apologise, we'll unfriend eachother and be on our merry ways. Ta.
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