I realized something recently and that is that for the last 4 years I have been pretty much numb to almost every thing around me it's hard to go though life when you can't remember the last time you actually felt something real it doesn't matter though.

I thought this was cute

my god I'm bored I desperatly need something to do and I have money so if anyone wants to do something tell me please before I shoot myself

I got a car yay I'm so happy but now I have to learn to drive a stick and its only got two seats but hey thats all I need one for me and one for a friend or maybe just maybe a boyfriend one day

today I turn 16 yay

so heres the story for the last two years I tired to have parties for my 14th and 15th birthdays and each year I invited like 16 people and both years only 4 people showed so this year I decided to take my friends to the movies instead you know go someplace interesting have something to do at a place everyone knows how to get to yea didn't work out ( Read more... )

4 days to go woot

ITS MY BRITHDAY YAY

SIX 6 there are 6 more days until I'm sixteen *happy dance*