"it's just textbook stuff..it's in the abc's of growing up"

I'm not sure if I feel okay or great about what happened. I can't blame it on myself too much, because I know I did a great job with a few mistakes. I'm just mad that I have to start over and get adjusted to something new.

I don't know why my neighbors cat stopped caring about me. It must be that it's summer and she's out having fun with some dirty alley cat or something! Seriously though, she doesn't even come running when she hears my car's engine anymore. That's the saddest part. She's not in the porch, on the sidewalk, NOWHERE. Plus when she is there she'd rather ( Read more... )

I need tranquility if I am to do anything my heart and mind desires. I need to focus because I'm driven to distraction by how time can be spent in more than one way. I need to focus on my wants and my needs. I need to focus on fitting in my literary escapades and producing and completing what I've always wanted to. Especially because now I have ( Read more... )

I just can't sleep. I'm everywhere with words but I hope everyone understands I'm not confused and I'm happy.I love writing poetry and breaking up language, staging it, breaking it and making it dark and deranged sometimes. Other times, I enjoy romanticizing life and having nature absorb my bones and enlighten me with a pretty moment in bending ( Read more... )

Going through my time of change and in my time of need. Graduating, quitting, beginning a life without the institution of the university, the security of not having to think of anything at once. I'm just trying to be strong. But I'm so weak and I'm not perfect. All I want is everything I've always wanted. Happiness, hope, and Yenny. If she truly ( Read more... )

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I know the pieces are there, in some cases I set them aside. They're just so hard to put together sometime.

I'm feeling a bit "emo" or something. Like I must decorate a short sentence and feel accomplished. That is all for today.

I couldn't "focus" so I had to go pick up my favorite drug -or America's favorite drug. I went to 7-11 and picked up a 44 oz of diet coke. It's amazing. Is that all I needed to focus or finally find that moment of relaxation? No. I also drove over the Coronado Bridge and listened to my favorite relaxing songs. The beach is so beautiful and the ( Read more... )

Analyzing the inexpressible, the hard to articulate, the things that can only be described with the human touch should be prohibited by law! There should be a stop sign type of thing. I get pissed off on how these philosophies I read in books come up and make me and my girlfriend emotional.I'm squashing them and ripping them apart, slapping them ( Read more... )