Life is not a high school crush to admire from a safe but sad distance. I love how you put that! I actually did do that, both metaphorically and literally, I should know.
Sometimes I feel like I am too old and it is too late, but it isn't. Still I ask myself, why couldn't I have arrived at this point, a lot earlier in my life? When I was younger, less afraid of time, and still had so much ahead of me. This is the kind of question I've been asking myself about going back to school 10 years after having first graduated from the start. In some ways it feels like I should've kept going after the first run all the way back then, or even like I should've just gone with this program even before that to begin with. But my b/f Flipp is your age, I don't think of him as old, and despite some of the external situations we've had to deal with for the last year, in significant ways I did watch him completely transform his life during it, and I know you can do the same.
Maybe someday I will too if I find the right reason to. I have batted around so many different ideas in the last few years. But there's nothing wrong with that either.
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I love how you put that! I actually did do that, both metaphorically and literally, I should know.
Sometimes I feel like I am too old and it is too late, but it isn't. Still I ask myself, why couldn't I have arrived at this point, a lot earlier in my life? When I was younger, less afraid of time, and still had so much ahead of me.
This is the kind of question I've been asking myself about going back to school 10 years after having first graduated from the start. In some ways it feels like I should've kept going after the first run all the way back then, or even like I should've just gone with this program even before that to begin with. But my b/f Flipp is your age, I don't think of him as old, and despite some of the external situations we've had to deal with for the last year, in significant ways I did watch him completely transform his life during it, and I know you can do the same.
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(((Hugs))) Thanks for the encouragement.
And I am proud of you for going back to school after so long.
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Maybe someday I will too if I find the right reason to. I have batted around so many different ideas in the last few years. But there's nothing wrong with that either.
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