I lost someone i cared about today

[secretmonologue]

I could tell when he lifted his eye browl when i touched him that he was about to die. I walked into the room and was shocked at how skinny and small he looked. I wept a little when i saw that he looked peaceful and almost elegant. He was breathing fine...but was on oxygen. I sat by his side and talked to him for a bit about easter dinner that we

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[washoutkiller]

That was like a poem. I wish I could be there for you, but I havent delt with death ever.I can't imagine how you are feeling.I think your being strong about it.

You grow and become who you are through suffering. the happy days are a waste from little miss sunshine, I kinda believe it, not that happy days are a waste though, but yeah. =)

[secretmonologue]

Aww just by saying that, you're there for me =) To be honost, i am sad, but at the same time happy that he lived so freakin long and had a really interesting life. He died in honor.

I believe in that saying also, but theres another saying like that which I hold very true to...its like that one but i don't remember it at this second.

I wanna get a Wii so we can have sooo much fun and don't have to lug around that PS3 so much @_@ Next Thursday i'll come over (and spend the night?) I might just randomly buy a wii O.o I found a way to play people online in the shooting game...im not too good at it compaired to them o.O I can't imagine you stuggling and getting killed every second *imagines when you were shooting at the ground and running in circles* LOL I Laugh so hard just thinking about it

DANg.,,that was a long reply o.O see you soon honey CHEEKS.

[washoutkiller]

tell me about his life! My goal is to have an interesting life. . .and have weird experiences.