I can't sleep. I keep thinking about him. I really hate him yet I keep thinking about him. What the fuck is wrong with my mind. I'm reminiscing about all the inane details. Everything. I deleted his phone number today. Maybe that's why. No. It's not. It started before the deletion. It never stops. I have serious issues. One of my
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So I spent ten hours in the foundry today. I am going to be there all day tomorrow, maybe for even longer. I want to shoot myself just a little. My eyes are burning, but if i don't write this now I won't write it later
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