for the first time in my life...right now, i am tired of being a musician. i really hate that even admitted that, but it is so mentally and physically draining that i have no energy to do anything anymore. it used to be where i could write a song no problem because it just came so naturally. now it's like i can't even bring myself to pick up a ( Read more... )

fuck everything I've ever said. disregard all the statements, forget it all...I love that girl, no question about it. just fucking know that.

I'm sorry for everything I've done, I'm sorry for everything I haven't done.

I love you babe.

this weekend...

well let's see...Saturday we had marching band practice from 9-1...then i had Door practice at 3 then chilled at jons for most of the night until about 9 then i went home and went to sleep for the night. Sunday we had practice from 1-3 then had lunch for a while then the competition at TCNJ..it was really dope, i like the campus ( Read more... )

i love my life so much right now, but at the same time i hate it just as much. what if I could take back all those misspent days? every second of anger, i would wash it all away to be able to have another chance with you. i miss you and i love you so much, and even though i have you, it's still not the same as it used to be, and i think it could be ( Read more... )

• Forgot my moms Birthday today (i'm a bad son)
• i'm dying my hair back soon to its original color or black...my original color is DARK BROWN, NOT BLACK
• i can wear size small shirts now :) hahaha adam
• i want to get my monroe done so bad, but my parents are such douche bags when it comes to me and piercings...the fuck?..i'm old enough to make my own ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty dope. It was originally intended for me, jon, and adam to go to the mall, but that plan got X'd. Then we planned on going to the movies to see Team America, but that also got X'd. Then after school yesterday I found out that Steph, Brooke, and Jess were hanging out with us too, which was all cool with me. So after school ( Read more... )

so here's the deal. i just got offered to spend a month in 2005 between Janurary and June in Europe. I'll be earning credits along the way by going to places like France, Switzerland, Germany, and Spain...how dope is that? so yeah i think i'm gonna take advantage of that and go.

on another note, hell weekend is done and over with. after yesterday ( Read more... )

i dont even have anything to say. i'm just bored out my mind sittin here at 11:38 on a saturday night, just getting back from an ALL day marching band venture and my fucking head is killing me. that's all

YOOOO the new PRIME shit is off the fucking hook. The new CD is finally done. My boy Cami let me listen to some cuts from it and I swear that shit is better than you. go to www.myspace.com/theprime and check out some of the tracks and in a couple of days ALL of ThePRIME's songs will be on www.soundclick.com/theprime that shit is hittable too. and ( Read more... )

well well well we didn't get first at the battle but we got 3rd so whatever. the judging was really stupid, if you asked anyone they would have said that we should have won. life goes on, i'll get over it. i finally got a new comp for my birthday on saturday, words cannot express how much better i feel knowing i have a working computer. after the ( Read more... )