I give up,okay?!
Tomorrow we'll wake up in time to stop this double suicide through kisses laced with cyanide and one last look through blood shot eyes. I guess this is what they call killing yourself in small doses.
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amanda and me.
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hey look. I love her
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gorgeous girls.<2
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mexiiii,my babby girrl! :)
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SURFS UP. that water bed was great . haha
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That's just my best friend. (=
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Me and Sonja. She's so pretty. <3!
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ashley tooo!!
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;) CUTE
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she was dead.
1-2-04
mmm, It's a new year. It has to be better than 04'. Definately.
we fuckin graduate in 4 months and 19 days. WHAAAT?!
=)!!!!!
RESOLUTIONS.ARE DUMB. haha. But, since it's a new year.. and kinda a new start..
I'm not gonna get pissed about every little thing.
no sweatin the small stuff ;) You know.
No hating best friends named Sarah because of gay boys that like us both at the same time.
hahaha.
<3 loving Markie every single day of the year.
growing up for God's sakes
... getting things back to how they were?
or hoow they should be?
babble/.
Anyways, hope for august is playing on friday.. and I wanna see them.. but I haven't decided if I wanna see them $6 worth.
Right now I am going to my grandma's house.. and I'm kinda happy about it. My cousin has young kids, and they don't have anywhere to live.. and it's just a mess. he's a mess. But I love him.. and thoseeee kids.
They're adorable.
expect pictures.
Loveee.