Title:The 3 Words that mean the world
Pairing: Hiroya & Akira
Disclaimer: I do not own these personages
Warning: No smex
Well this is my First fanfic i ever ever wrote... dont be to hard on me okey?! i was stuck whit this dream last night...
The 3 Words That mean the world
It was 5 in the afternoon when Akira finally woke up from the sound of the door being slammed shut.
‘Great I just love my neighbors,’ was all Akira thought of. “I just wish they could fight there stupid fight somewhere else and leave me the hell alone.”
Pulling the blanked over his head Akira intended to sleep some more, but he didn’t realize that it was his door being slammed shut by Hiroya.
Still sleeping he hears a strong voice called out to him. Jumping up from the bed and staring in the handsome face he knew all to well, Akira was confused how he was able to come into his apartment without him noticing it. ‘I did lock the door last night didn’t I?’
Spaced out in his own thoughts, Akira didn’t notice that Hiroya was now walking towards him, slowly sitting himself down on the small futon that he called a decent bed.
“ Akria you still sleep on this old thing?” Hiroya asked. He called Akira again but had noticed that Akira was again spaced out in his thoughts. It happened a lot lately and even the band members of Charon where a little worried about there lead singer.
“Wait how did you get in here?”
Akira looked at Hiroya with a confused expression on his face.
Chuckling, Hiroya answered Akira’s question first. “Well I think someone forgot to lock his door yesterday after he run away from my bed. Still Akira, I think my bed is more comfortable to lie on than this old futon. What’s wrong with you, after the show you where so into it and then in the middle of our game you run out on me?”
“Game.” Akira thought about that for a while and Hiroya slipped one hand under Akira’s shirt.
“Yes our Game,” was all Hiroya said to him. After Akira realized what Hiroya meant by game his face had become bright red from embarrassment
“Seems like you remember now, are you going to answer my question or do you want to keep going where we left of yesterday night?” Hiroya asked. He wasn’t amused about Akira’s actions that night but still he didn’t wanted to force Akira into telling him. It doesn’t mean anything if Akria didn’t tell him straight out.
‘Well of course I’m not going to say I was a little hurt about his run out on me yesterday,’ Hiroya thought. ‘But I’m also a little worried, the last couple of weeks he has done this a lot. It couldn’t possibly be my fault right? I didn’t do anything to him at all. The last week I was quite nice if I may say so myself, I even said I love you for the first time to him.’
Now it was Hiroya that was totally sucked in by his own thoughts, Akira was staring at him ‘God I just love his face and voice and…,’ Akira’s eyes where scanning over Hiroya’s body. ‘Well I don’t have to say out loud that I love him right? I mean it doesn’t mean anything to say it out loud if I don’t even know myself if my feelings for him are real, and I cant possibly tell him I ran away yesterday because I couldn’t tell him the same thing he told me a few minutes before.’
Snapping out of his thoughts he noticed that Hiroya’s face was now really close to his.
“what are you thinking about ?” Hiroya really wanted to know what was wrong whit Akira. It bothered him quite a bit to see Akira so confused about something.
Still there was no answer for Hiroya because Akira was looking at him trying to decide if he should tell him or not. A few minutes flew by and they just were looking at each other deciding if one of them should make a move. Then after 15 minutes Akira couldn’t take it anymore He looked at Hiroya and asked one final question.
“Did you mean it what you said last night?”
Hiroya looked at Akira. He was quite amused to see this kind of emotion on Akira’s face, it was one he hadn’t see before. Akira was serious and at the same time there was a little hope in his eyes. ‘Did it affect him that much?’ was all Hiroya could think about.
“Hiroya? OI! Hiroya?” Akira called him again.
Hiorya didn’t answer his question yet and Akira was beginning to get scared. ‘What would Hiroya answer be, would he say that he didn’t mean it? That he only said it to get me into bed?’
I meant it
Akira snapped his head up to look Hiroya in the eyes and what he there saw was something he wanted to see. Hiroya’s eyes were soft as he looked at Akira with care, lust, passion and most of all love.
Akira couldn’t leave Hiroya’s eyes, he was afraid that if he blinked it would all be gone but he should know better, Hiroya always showed Akira that he cared about him Akira was just foolish to never notice it.
“Did those 4 words bother you all this time?”
Still looking at Hiroya Akira made a decision one he never made before in his life.