God I'm so fucking shit-ass bored right now.
Yesterday was the Brandi birthday party at my house. The best party I've had so far, because my house was clean and we didn't have to trip over junk and just sit in my room this time. I think everyone had fun, everyone was pretty pumped up. I kind of just called up people that day and told them to come. We all got way lit up. I made a nice dive off of my deck onto the concrete and gravel below, and that was while I was still sober. CAVETROLL GOT DRUNK - for the first time everrr. There was the traditional naked Chris power hour of course, the only thing I remember seeing of that was him running around the sidewalk waving his boxers in the air as a sheriff drove by. I was completely done for at the end of the night, I was surprised I was still able to function all night. Chris and Alex took the liberty of picking MY bed(thanks guys!), which I was going to give to Brandi and Kiowa because they never want to stay because of lack of bed and it was his birthday and all. I guess they drove home half-way drunk. The last thing I remember was dancing about to The Used super loud in my living room, and then I woke up as I fell off the futon this morning.
Riiiiiiiiight.
So other than that,
I've been spending the past nights this week with The Bowzmaster himself out on the town. I don't think a human being on earth could not thoroughly enjoy his company after you get to hang around him a little. I tell myself that I wish I could even fake half of his charisma sometimes.
Tj and I woke up today and eventually went to Ruby Tuesday's for the salad and my billion glasses of Rasberry teaaa.
Here we are with the present:
The same ol' what do you wanna do thing? There is no answer to that question, because everything to do here has been done to every end of the fullest extent OF POSSIBLE DOING ANY FURTHER. It's like..boonie town Ohio here, nothing's open, everone's sleeping right now.. and the only thing to do in daytime hours is find a damn restaurant to get fatter at. Sheesh. I need constant productivity, and sleep. I've had enough time to be alone and think all day long about anything. Mostly things I wish I didn't have to think about. And When I'm not around people and want to be alone I can go up and lock myself in my room and do whatever, after my house is set up.. which hopefully I qualify for having and everything.. God I hope I do. I'll find out this week.
Oh yeah..my phone's broken in half.
Speaking of God- some kind of cool older guy and another dorky kid my age woke me up when they were knocking on my door the other day asking about Brandon's jeep for sale.. and then small talk led into them handing me a flyer and trying to ask me where I'm going when I die and invite me to church. We had a little debate, I was very polite to him. But I hardly got started.. I don't really try to unconvert people from what they believe in, and I didn't want to, so I didn't say much to him.. but fuck that, next time people try that to me I'm going all out..because they deserve it for being so insistant. Christianity is the rudest religion I can think of. I can't think of like buddists or really any religions that do that. People who don't believe in god definitely don't go around and try to convince you it you're wrong. I'm sorry, even if it may seem so, life isn't that fucking easy.. you're not just born with a book of answers in front of you like that. The bible is a pretty well put together book, but it has flaws - like anything man made. I think you can judge someone's intellect from their belief in god. Maybe intellect isn't the word, but you can determine something. This is a whole other entry though. I'm happy to talk to anyone who reads this about it if you'd like.
ERRR DERRR HURR HURR
Ugh h h h hh h
I definitley need something. I need someone who can take up all my time in a good way.. you know, a girlfriend. I just neeed someone to be close with like that I can be comfortable with. Cuddle with, talk with, that's all. You know, good stuff that goes with having a girlfriend. I'd enjoy that. I want to be in shape though, haha, who am I going to attract right now? BUT FUCK, that takes too long. :( GUHAME EMggaraqe4l;y52 Hey, at least I'm coooool right? :D It's just..pretending to be gay with your friends all the time is old, and annoying sometimes, and.. it's pretending.. and it's frustrating that that's all I have to restort to right now. gahhhhhhhhh
My lj needs redesigned, and I have no clue how to do it to them really.
TJ and I are getting sushihihh tomorrow. :) err..today.
OHH SORREHH, NO SUSHI FOR YOU! YOU WANNA KEEPA YOA FORK?