i just wanted to formally thank kristi for her wonderful snickerdoodle cookies she baked me for x-mas, they were wonderful!!! i love you, and to everyone who didnt get some of kristis wonderful cookies, ha fucking ha!

ok, today was pretty good cuz i didnt have to see my brother at all for the most part. but he pissed me off sooo fucking bad yesterday, you dont even know. I took him to the store so he could get a CD or something for x-mas, and we were there for about 45 minutes. he kept saying he couldnt choose between some CD's then he said "you should just give ( Read more... )

merry fucking christmas everyone! doesnt really feel like x-mas here except all the food and what not. i got a total of $430 and im going to aunt leslies later to open whatever they got me. my brother got me a t-shirt from his school and a murder dolls cd. i've never actually listened to the murder dolls but they look nifty, and the names of their ( Read more... )

I thought I fell in love once, but I quickly came to see ( Read more... )

my dad just came by early. i was sleeping but i woke up when he knocked. i didnt understand why someone was knocking cuz my brother and his freind are outside and usually people just walk right in. so anyways, i answered the door and it was daddy. we talked for a while, i looked at some pictures of the new babies in my family that i'll probably ( Read more... )

well, things have been boiling up with my mom lately, and tonight my feelings exploded. i love how i react when i get pissed off. while she was at the gym i sat down the remainings of the $35 she gave me on tuesday ($4.11). then in a fit of rage, i dumped her coffee in the sink. and then i went back to her room and tore all the pillows and sheets ( Read more... )

besides wanting to stab my mom in the mother fucking face for being a total annoying bitch right now, im wonderful. im just feeling so great about me right now. haha, not that i ever dont love me, but i just seem to love me more right now. :) and no, its not cuz i have some psyco ass stalkers lately ( Read more... )

ok, we all know i have certain "commitment issues", so why do people still try to push a relationship on me? my answer from now, and for a very long time will be a big fat HELL NO! But it i guess some people just cant take that for an answer ( Read more... )

i forgot to add, i have the greatest mom in the world.

seriously! i was in a fucking great mood. im happy, and everything is fine with me. but you ever have a good day and then you read something in your journal or someone says something to you that can just totally ruin the mood ( Read more... )