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So people can be seriously confusing. Your confusing, he's confusing, she's confusing. Fucking confusing.I dont like it. Im Jelous right now, which happens very, I mean very rarely. Im not a jelous person, but sometimes it just bothers me. Whatever. I need to get over that and stop being selfish. Lately I've been easily irritated and I hate being like that. It Just feels like many things are now an annoyance. I try to be nice to everyone unless they given me reasone not to, ya kno? I mean Im one of those people who gets happy when others are happy or I kno I've made them smile. People tho seem to take that the wrong way. I never knew being nice could be interrpted wrongly, but yeah it can. Thats annoying. You cant even be nice in todays world. wtf? It's Jus like everything I do is wrong, and I think maybe thats why I've been annoyed lately, I cant do anything right. Atleast it feels that way. errr. the gayness! I feel like Im always gonna get introuble and like on edge cause at school everything I do is wrong and everything at home is def. not up to par with my brother, the god damn fucking golding child.
Well.....Another thing I seriously need to hang with people from westpine or Just sunrise or anyone who lives near my house. I mean I feel myself being taken away from my town and I havent even moved. I dont like that shit. I dont talk to as many people from westpine and sunrise as I wanna, I mean it's hard. I dont really like socializing with the archbishop (my gay fucking school) crowd. So I've kinda felt lost and find myself missing alot of people, some who I wasnt even close with, I guess it's just cause I miss my old life style.
Well.....Another thing I seriously need to hang with people from westpine or Just sunrise or anyone who lives near my house. I mean I feel myself being taken away from my town and I havent even moved. I dont like that shit. I dont talk to as many people from westpine and sunrise as I wanna, I mean it's hard. I dont really like socializing with the archbishop (my gay fucking school) crowd. So I've kinda felt lost and find myself missing alot of people, some who I wasnt even close with, I guess it's just cause I miss my old life style.