me and mara, are having fun. we're sitting in our pajama's, getting ready to take on the day. or take pictures.<33333

( are you ready for this?!!! )

i'm sitting here at the computer, at sam's, alone. nobody's here except me. dylan's birthday is tomorrow. his party's today. i'm partying alone. mara might come, YESSS. i guess i'll survive until she gets there. oh well. yesterday was a very, spontaneous day. if you want to know what i mean by spontaneous, go. i feel accomplished.

Xo misz wikid [8:25 P.M.]: i want to be in love.
Xo misz wikid [8:25 P.M.]: and be loved.
DCCherryBaby [8:26 P.M.]: i dont want to have to wake up in the middle of the night reach out and touch that ice cold pillow on the other side of the bed.

-- so true, it hurts. <33

i'm currently eating a cake, my mother insisted on making for my baby brother.. yeah.. he's allergic to everything but air ::maybe even so:: and it's quite interesting.. there's no margarine - real butter. and no eggs - applesauce. don't ask. but it's kind of yummy.=] i feel so organic.

me and miss samantha are planning our birthday semi-formal, again. any suggestions, or requested invites - please comment. pee.ess. we're not too picky on guests.<3333

i'm currently creating katie's layout. and happy she asked me to do so, or i'd be bored to hell if she hadn't. i love you katie<33

( picture whore. )

i'm starting to think i'm carrying this lethal, contagious plague, or something. cause it seems like anything living that comes within 5 feet of me, runs away or avoids my name and everything about me. i think i'm a nuisance=\ i've realized the past few days, how much i actually like this person, but we're nowhere near each other. and even as he ( Read more... )

and then there was her. changing my presence in your thoughts. the heartbreaker reigns, with new words, never brought - to mind. it was always enough just to talk and hang up, but never the right kind to get those three words. smiles light up, as i lie through my eyes. tears of joy. for her. you want her. i could be just like her. everything and ( Read more... )

p.s.. my hair - yeah, it's gone again. hmm?

last night - watched white castle. talked on the phone till like 2 am. slept - on top of jordan=]

today - hung out. watched the price is right. ate. took pictures. watched movies. made a shirt!

tonight - made a realization; I am an MTV baby, and I was raised watching music videos on my young mother's cheap, old, basic-cabled T.V. This is "why i ( Read more... )