well a friendship that has always been is still here... shaun and i are just friends. it's the BEST relationship just like it always has been. well atleast i tell myself it will be... i dont want things to be weird because they already are. and its all my fault so the only thing i can do is try to go with it. you cant lose or ruin a friendship and ( Read more... )

wat happened today... i was complimented soo many times and i feel so flattered. guys and girls told me how pretty i am... and i was like aww thanks. hehe i love the compliments but then i feel conceited when i say thanks... but if i dont then im being rude. well ya, i got hit in my aghem... yes i did and it hurts... it doesnt look like it bruised ( Read more... )

well i had an alright day... school was going decent until 5th period for my quiz... like wtf. when the teacher says theres gonna be a vocab test u expect one... NO she gave us the vocab words in the scarlet letter quiz... studying the words did nothing for me. well i might as wel have cried in class. then on top of that shaun read my essay and ( Read more... )

today i.... ummmm.... i really didnt do anything... i stayed home and showered... sat around watching tv. then later like at night i went to walmart and got some stuff i needed for school. thats pretty much it... my days r kinda boring. lol... til later! xoxo

well yesterday i wrote my essay about "why i DANCE" i had to fill in the caps part. but i wrote it and i saw that my pics r in a magazine and im SUPER excited. hehe... ya theres 9 pics of me and 5 are of me by myself. so when it comes out in stores u gotta buy it. well ya... um today i went to batting practice and needless to say, "i sucked!" but ( Read more... )

well i was kinda shitting the night before but i was cool. i looked cute for the first day. i thought so, well i looked alright i wished i had my hair and nails done for the first day but hey... no one's perfect right? well ya so i was cool with my classes i atleast knew one person in every class except for stage. which is soooo awesome! i love it ( Read more... )

last day of summer.... nothing to do, wow. god, wat a great day...

ive got the biggest fucking headache... i havent eaten right all day and i hate life... driving is hell. i passed my licence test but i guess i suck and am fuckin stupid at driving... my mom said if i dont learn the streets and freeways shes not letting me drive so i quit. officially ive quit... i dont care to drive. i have no reason to. i have no ( Read more... )

well camping was AWESOME! only a few know why ;) but i swear on my life and friendships that EVERY night i thought about what had either happened that night or the night before and im sooo serious. and if i woke up early thats wat i thought about...but ya ummm i never took my test cuz the stupid DMV demanded a lotta shit we didnt have like the car ( Read more... )

well today we got ready to go camping tomorrow. we did a few errands and i saw nelson at ralphs. too bad he was busy and my mom was there.. i wanted to say hi and give a hug or something. i dont know. but then we just went around getting little things and tomorrow morning i take my licence test; i'm nervous but the worst that can happen is i get in ( Read more... )