Corporate Fiction: &Rrread Me a Lullaby

[seductive_night]

This calls for wisdom.

I'm looking for a psychological evaluation. I crave understanding.

(While we're quoting, who wants to know what I want for Christmas?)

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[wonder_ferret]

give me chirtsmas wants

give give give

[seductive_night]

There's a wristband with Revelation 13:18 on it. Being a loser, I naturally want it.

Of course there's more than that, but that's what I was speaking of.

[rude_gallery]

her parents push her. shes driven. in the wrong direction. shes inherited the beginning of her terrible attitude from them but she developed the rest herself. shes fake in the way that youre used to. she acts super peppy and flaunts fake qualities but it doesnt take long for people to recognize that, so she doesnt have many friends. she uses boys to boost herself into new social groups and once she feels secure in these groups she also feels better than the boy and she cuts him off. shes emotionally hungry as a result of these "relationships" so she attempts to appeal to other boys as a means to gain a feeling of worth through sex appeal. because of this, she finds it difficult to trust her boyfriends (we call this a "freudian dub") so she lashes out at anyone he shows even a platonic interest in. shes desperate not to lose her social connections. she flaunts him. she may have finally understood that losing your stepping stone means losing your footing (as far as social standing goes) so she resists letting him go so she stays unhappy

[seductive_night]

Parts of that sound like your mom. And parts also sound like me. Where are the differences, if they exist?

[rude_gallery]

youre funny. you are so different from that thing its entirely ridiculous that youd even suggest otherwise.

my grandparents have always pushed my mom in the same way her parents push her. nothing she did was ever good enough. more focus was placed on what she didnt rather than did do. no one has ever loved my mom unconditionally or been someone she could constantly rely on. but she chose to respond differently. instead of exploiting people or being fake, my mom reacted to being largely unloved by being more loving. she got stronger. she grew up. mentally. she learned how to choose her battles. fighting one thing to comply with another, she managed to deal with her parents. she learned how to fight with them. shes never used anyone. if anything shes a doormat. and she knows it. but she wont portray anything other than kindness to anyone so she just suffers. but at least shes happy with herself. she has friends and they mutually care about each other. they came from essentially the same place, but mom realizes the superficiality of

Missing teh Julie

[elementsfury]

Julie, I don't want to write an extravagent analyzation of your pysche because rude gallery appeared to have already done such, at least from her perspective of knowing you. I haven't seen or been with you enough to make such interpretations. It is too bad I don't get to be in your company anymore, because you were an extra spice to the day I lived. If it weren't for you, I'd definitely would not have taken Japanese due to not having the ability to attain a college credit and having sit next that guy...robert...for such an extended period of time

Re: Missing teh Julie

[elementsfury]

Also, I'm pissed cause I had to write that letter twice because my "I" button is hard as hell to press, so I got my keys and pried out the key and the "O" key came with it.

The culprit was a cheese dorito fragment, so I shook it out, replaced the keys and it worked fine. I was happy till I looked up and saw my letter was erased besides all of the IIIIIIIIIs and OOOOOOOs on the screen.

But I made a second rendition, and I think it is better than the first, so maybe its fate? I dunno, but I started listening to "The Final," and thought...this is for Julie...I must go on!

Then after writing the letter I looked down at my keyboard and noticed the "I" and "O" buttons are reversed. If you are solely looking at the keyboard alone and press O it will type I and vice versa. So yeah, fuck this keyboard, I'm getting a new one.

yeah, much love 8\ 8D

Re: Missing teh Julie

[rude_gallery]

firstly sir, i am a man. and i used to see you around school sometimes.

three of us are sitting around the computer like morons watching this video. i wont pretend im not having giggle fits.

(yeah BAM. if youd like to reconsider your plans with jamie today, were all here - except axel who is busy sucking staci's toe.)

mr zach, she doesnt have a preference for stoic assholes. its just who she ends up with more than not. may i pimp her to you? will you have her?

and i hope you realize the first bitch i was talking about was not our julie but a creature from hell. if you were mistaken in this, i would like to take back my offer of my julie for you.

but really you can have her and i wont tell if you were a little mixed up at first...

Re: Missing teh Julie

[seductive_night]

Sorry hoochie-mama. Jamie couldn't go today so I went Christmas shopping. Rather - tried to go Christmas shopping. I couldn't find anything I liked. (Oh shit! I forgot a store I wanted to go to...)

I don't know if you guys are all still over there... I want to see you but I realllly should work on my stuff for Mrs. Howard. Did I tell you guys yet- *makes a post instead*

And hooch, you need to leave Axel alone! It can hardly be called "sucking her toe" for him to see her twice a week!

He's thinking about proposing soon - did I tell you that? She wants a long engagement and he doesn't want it to be forever, and she does graduate next year? After Christmas, I'm going ring shopping with him. And Jamie. Good lord. Anyone else?

[wonder_ferret]

so..

after all that..XD

ich liebe du ^^ -heartheart-

[elementsfury]

XD