even though i know its not what youre asking, you know what I think. you need to just throw away this martyr shit. youve been playing that role for way too long. thats how i fucking met you! "id rather die a long agonizing death then be here right now, but its okay because i can make a sacrifice for this guy (who i barely know or like)."
and we all will say that. "stop looking out for everyone else!" "take care of you first!" "you let people walk all over you!" it's ridiculous and you need to quit it. anyone will tell you that.
but secretly, i would die inside if you ever really stopped.
mmph. what do you think happened? hes a fucking idiot. he had an od of something. heart attack, coma. you know. the whole shabang. i mean we heard back from her and i guess hes doing alright. like hes conscious and everything but she said hes still pretty out of it.
and no, its fine. i didnt even check back until now anyway. im exaggerating his condition a little bit, but... i mean its bothering me, but im just not fretting myself to death over the douche-bag, ya know. why should i?
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really BAM.
and now i believe ive made my point.
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"I am tired of the self-sacrifice."
thats it. right there. she's tired of the self-sacrifice. see? easy.
the rabid evngelism line... no, i dont get that at all.
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but secretly, i would die inside if you ever really stopped.
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kings mom just called me a few hours ago.
hes in icu right now.
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Is he okay? What happened? (And how does that make you feeel?)
I'm sorry I didn't check this sooner. I hope you don't feel strung out on a limb or anything. You can call me if you need to you know.
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mmph. what do you think happened? hes a fucking idiot. he had an od of something. heart attack, coma. you know. the whole shabang. i mean we heard back from her and i guess hes doing alright. like hes conscious and everything but she said hes still pretty out of it.
and no, its fine. i didnt even check back until now anyway. im exaggerating his condition a little bit, but... i mean its bothering me, but im just not fretting myself to death over the douche-bag, ya know. why should i?
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