Peace Love and...

[seductive_night]

A lot on my mind lately.

Hmm...

~♡~Me and Mom went to Miss Vicki's wake today. Open casket. Eerie. Especially after all the chemo

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[rude_gallery]

well you made it through it, right?
if you ever feel like talking about it, you can always call me ^_^

*sigh*
a lot on your mind...
's how i know i dont even know you anymore.
i have no idea what's going on.
no idea.

nothing "between the lines" even makes sense.
maybe im looking too deep?

[seductive_night]

Thanks.
I stayed up crying all night when I found out.

I think you know her.
She's been on my mind... a lot. And I just can't get her out.
It's my cross I guess.
One I'm proud enough to bear.

So many people just... showing up lately. Not sure how to deal with it.
A lot of it is just ridiculously infuriating.
But then I take a big breath and deal with it and some of it turns out great ^-^

[rude_gallery]

*hugs*
its good that you can admit that you know.

tell me about it?

and what do you mean by showing up?

[seductive_night]

I know.
I'm doing okay right? ^-^

I don't want to.
But it's like... When all you can do is hate yourself for jumping the gun a little. And the only thing in the world you want to do is fix everything, but you just can't. And like... you have to force yourself to do something. But it's hard. Because the only thing that's telling you to do it is the smallest voice in the world, and every other part of you is screaming against it.
But you know it's the right thing.

*sigh*
And just. Like out of the past. I dunno. That I'm not even going to start getting into. I'm about to go punch a kitten or something.

[1337_j35u5]

I've been wondering what's been going on with you lately. I noticed you acting a lot different. I hope everything's okay. *hugs*

You know you can always talk to me about anything. <3

I love you.

[1337_j35u5]

I'm sorry that Mrs. Vicky died. That's gotta be a horrible feeling. I know that I'd be upset if one of my best friend's mom died. ;-;

I wish you would have let me know you were so upset; I would have come over and cuddled you. *snuggles*

And would you like to elaborate on how James is still the perfect man? You know... I'd like to be your perfect man.