god!..what to say..oh so much..lauren i had a blast!..everyone was awesome..everyone looked good..even your sexy little transexual love kitten! lol hahahaha ( Read more... )

today i have surgery..i'm really scared, and really hope everything goes good..no dieing today lol....yesterday basicxally all day i was in the hospital...CT scans, body ultrasounds...just about every test..really sucks...bruises all over my arms...but i'm gunna get some sleep before i go..farewell to all <3

so yesterday was basically the worst day of my life...i ended up going to the hospital around 6...got IV's and stabbed a hundred times...finally found out i might have Crowns disease or colitus?? and that i'm really sick.,..not sick like you would think..but internally..oh yeah you got it..i'm bleeding internally..pretty gross huh?...i dont ( Read more... )

i'm sooo sick!..it sux..i cant breath, swallow, i'm freezing then really hot...it really sux cause i've wanted to so soo much and i cant..i just dont have the energy!..i had the coolest suprise for lauren!...damn it!...but yeah if you read this...i got something for you..and you will LOVE IT!...HAPPY SWEETEST DAY..kinda..sorry its a little late..i ( Read more... )

well today has been OH SO eventful..actually not really..lets see.....

yesterday i hung out with michelle, watched movies..really just a relaxed day..then eric came over we made food..watched more movies..slept..then went to the store and dyed and highlighted my hair..oh joy that was...

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i really wanna leave..nowhere to go..nothing to do..thank goodness i work all weekend!..

my life is finally coming together!...i got my job back..i work with UBBER hot guys...and my sweetness is in my life again.,...its about time :)

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