why she's better than yours:


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I LOVE MRS.GEEFE "GIGGLES" MOONCHAKIN BUTTONS!!!

and i'm gonna marry her someday.

its a Large...if you want it let me know, maybe just pay, like, $10 and shipping if its too far or something...maybe we can trade something for it...maybe no one wants it...


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I'm thinking about having these made for sale. if anyone would be interested please leave a comment telling me which one so i know if it will be worth the investment. i think they'll be around $20.
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go here and click "journal". its worth it, i promise.

he got two paragraphs the day you met. i read them and threw up collapsed on my bathroom floor. i swear i'll get better, i just don't know when. i get the last line of a post about how much everything sucks. you wonder what the issue is. i can't write anymore. i can't feel anymore. my skin burns. my head aches. my throat is shaking along with the ( Read more... )

i wish i could feel something other than this. i can't handle anything anymore. i want to write myself into smiles. pressing these key's doesn't even make me happy anymore. i just don't know...

I’m an asshole. sorry you didn't find out before now (except you did). don't worry I hate myself more than anyone who isn't in my head could. sorry, but that is just the way it is. so make the proper exits and strike my tongue hot glowing red like an iron then run it across your lips and make the sounds that mean everything, not everything is fine ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don’t know what to do. I don’t think it will ever stop being like this. Six years. That’s too long for it to not be permanent. Every time something starts going right something else fucks up so bad and makes it worse. Everyone says get help. How? Are you guys gonna give me $150 a week for a psychologist? I feel so lost. So alone. All of ( Read more... )

no more eljay entries i think, from now on go here:


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