i'm not depressed but i feel like i'm getting there. i really need to see my new psychiatrist soon ( Read more... )

hr you suck
i just want to go back to work
why won't you let me go back to work
hr you suck

this would be a good poem.

I JUST WISH MY ANXIETY WOULD GO AWAY WHY AM I ANXIOUS FOR NO REASON

so michael and i were sitting outside of this like swedish breakfast place drinking coffee, and he was like, waxing on about some metaphorical prose piece he was working on and how he wants it to be a certain way, and he was going on about metaphors for like, romance or something, and like how you don't need to label it, and then this guy with neon ( Read more... )

BOYS ARE MEAN.

i couldn't sleep even though i took too many haldol (causes drowsiness) by accident so i went to radio room and talked to some random strangers and the bartender's name is michael WHY ARE THEY ALL NAMED MICHAEL but he's married so whatever anyway point is i had to get drunk and smoke a cig on top of all that medication to FINALLY FALL ASLEEP ( Read more... )

right now i'm super antsy and i feel kind of sick and i'm not even tired, i hope i can sleep tonight. i feel all jittery. also, i haven't eaten anything except two coffees earlier this morning. that was dumb to drink coffee. i'm not even like hungry. at least i had some stuff to do today, it was nice ( Read more... )

OH OH get this i was hanging out with this like 20-year-old kid and he's OK but he's kind of racist, anyway he's like, obviously into me, right. so my bipolar comes up and he's like "well everyone's crazy" but i'm like "no you don't get it" and i try to explain what mania is and the hallucinations and he still doesn't get it, he's like, "well i ( Read more... )

i am still manic! tonight i did not sleep one wink! i was about to sleep but then dylan called and i was on tumblr talking to jeff and suddenly i started thinking about ALCOHOL and COFFEE and then i dunno i got excited and then i couldn't sleep because i was thinking about EVERYTHING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ( Read more... )

what do you tell people when all you did for your birthday was have a "birthday nap"? and then perhaps make a spinach and pancetta stir fry for dinner ( Read more... )