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Conversation #4
Me: Okay… so why are you a man? Why not a woman?
Him: Because I chose to be.
Me: You chose at one point in time… does that mean that you continue to choose this or was that one choice an eternal decision?
Him: No, it was a lifelong decision that I chose the moment before I was born.
Me: The moment before you were born… the last moment you experienced in your previous life?
Him: The last moment before this life… could not be measured by the man-made invention of time. Time does not exist… only Truth exists… nothing else. This is the first absolute. We are forever growing… this is Truth. However, we do not always evolve. Evolution is a choice one must make.
Me: Wow…..… Um… okay, so were you male or female in your previous life?
Him: Neither. I was an equal balance of both. In the non-physical realm of experience, gender does not exist… you are whole, you are complete, you are at rest.
Me: Its like a bridge between each physical lifetime…
Him: Yes.
Me: Yes. Good… (smiling as if I’d just unwrapped a gift) Uh… okay, so you were female in your last physical lifetime?
Him: No, I was masculine.
Me: Masculine?....Why?
Him: Because I chose to be masculine.
Me: Okay…why?
Him: Because I had not fully completed my goals.
Me: Your goals of becoming masculine?
Him: My goals of becoming physically whole again… to complete my physical self.
Me: The physical self… but why?
Him: Because I am the physical self as well as the non-physical self. I am the body as well as the mind.
Me: So you’ve completed your goals of femininity so now you’re focusing on the masculine self…
Him: No. I arrived to the point where masculine qualities were necessary in order to become physically whole again.
Me: How many lifetimes have you chosen to be feminine versus masculine?
Him: I have chosen the female vehicle 675,567,989 times… and I have chosen the male vehicle 434,598, 008 times.
Me: Wow, you’re only in the hundreds of millions, huh?
Him: Yes…
Me: That you are…um, so how many more lifetimes will it take for you to become whole again?
Him: I do not know. That is really up to me. I told you, we are forever growing physically…. but evolution depends on the decisions we make.
Me: And evolution is a choice…
Him: Yes.
Me: Can you choose to not evolve?
Him: Yes.
Me: Why would you choose to not evolve or to not better yourself?
Him: Sometimes you may believe that you are already there and it is not required.
Me: Am I already there?
Him: If you have to ask that question…then no. You are not.
Me: Well yeah..I guess that makes sense. I’ll know when the time comes.
Him: There will be no doubt.
Me: Alright, well…..so… uh, okay… are you enjoying your experience as a male body?
Him: Of course. I chose the male form because this is a reality of certain physical characteristics that I felt would be more enjoyable in the male vehicle.
Me: Do you ever wish you had chosen to be female instead of male?
Him: In this experience… yes. I have come to realize over the past few years that the female body is just as adequate as the male’s… I could have trained this body to perform the same exact tasks. But with the set of parents that I was born through, I wouldn’t have been encouraged to pursue physically masculine qualities through a female’s body. They would not accept that decision therefore interfering with the process…
Me: Interfering but not shutting down?
Him: Correct. In todays society it is becoming more accepted to be masculine through feminine form.
Me: We’re talking about being gay, right?
Him: If that is what you call it, yes. It’s actually a very beautiful thing…. You can choose to have male form but desire feminine attributes.. and vice versa. Life will never restrict you in any way.
Me: But its society that has placed restrictions on the choice of being gay…
Him: Right now, yes…it does seem that way.
Me: Will something happen to the conscience of America to help them accept the gay lifestyle?
Him: I don’t know…it hasn’t happened yet.
Me: Hasn’t happened yet…. But it will, right? I mean, at one point in our history it was the African-Americans who were not accepted…. But we evolved, quote un-quote, and now the color of one’s skin is accepted….
Him: It is accepted by most. But the color of your skin was not a choice. .. and the decision to live your life a certain way is.
Me: And right now, seems like most people aren’t accepting the gay lifestyle.
Him: It may seem that way… but humans have pin-pointed the sexual behaviors of these people as the main characteristic. Where in truth, the physical body has always been designed for pleasure… there are many errogeonous areas available for sexual intercourse.
Me: Right… I know… I have a gay friend… she tells me about this stuff all the time…
Him: This stuff..?
Me: Well, yeah, like….well….things you can do for pleasure….
Him: …
Me: Nevermind…. So, why is it that the gay lifestyle is not accepted…. by most… or some… ? Is it because two men or two women can’t pro-create?
Him: Perhaps. But what people don’t seem to understand is that two women or two men CAN pro-create… just not through sexual intercourse… the female body was designed very precisely to receive the male sperm in order to fertilize a female egg… the female can choose to have sperm from a male who is not her regular sexual partner…. The female body does not require sexual intercourse for fertilization… it requires sperm to fertilize the egg.
Me: Well, yeah.. I know… and men could use their sperm to impregnate a female, who is not their partner, and choose to raise the child with a male lover…
Him: Yes.
Me: But won’t the child grow up one day to realize that he has a mother that he wants to be with?
Him: Perhaps… it depends on the situation.
Me: Or the child might realize that it has a biological birth mother but is more accepting of the two male figures as their parental guidance….
Him: Perhaps… it depends on the situation. The child may feel cheated, it may feel as though it has more to love, like I said… it all depends on the situation.
Me: But society has a major influence… right?
Him: The mass conscience of society can influence, yes. But more people are beginning to accept. More people are beginning to take a step towards evolution.
Me: I hope so… sexual preference shouldn’t matter.
Him: Correct. It shouldn’t. We all have ideas… and ideas are an important factor for evolution of mind.
Me: Do you think society will eventually accept the gay lifestyle?
Him: Perhaps…
Me: Well, don’t you think that if it isn’t accepted.. then people will revolt or fight for their rights?
Him: If it is not accepted then there will be division and separation. This will eventually lead to chaos and violence.
Me: Okay… so why are you a man? Why not a woman?
Him: Because I chose to be.
Me: You chose at one point in time… does that mean that you continue to choose this or was that one choice an eternal decision?
Him: No, it was a lifelong decision that I chose the moment before I was born.
Me: The moment before you were born… the last moment you experienced in your previous life?
Him: The last moment before this life… could not be measured by the man-made invention of time. Time does not exist… only Truth exists… nothing else. This is the first absolute. We are forever growing… this is Truth. However, we do not always evolve. Evolution is a choice one must make.
Me: Wow…..… Um… okay, so were you male or female in your previous life?
Him: Neither. I was an equal balance of both. In the non-physical realm of experience, gender does not exist… you are whole, you are complete, you are at rest.
Me: Its like a bridge between each physical lifetime…
Him: Yes.
Me: Yes. Good… (smiling as if I’d just unwrapped a gift) Uh… okay, so you were female in your last physical lifetime?
Him: No, I was masculine.
Me: Masculine?....Why?
Him: Because I chose to be masculine.
Me: Okay…why?
Him: Because I had not fully completed my goals.
Me: Your goals of becoming masculine?
Him: My goals of becoming physically whole again… to complete my physical self.
Me: The physical self… but why?
Him: Because I am the physical self as well as the non-physical self. I am the body as well as the mind.
Me: So you’ve completed your goals of femininity so now you’re focusing on the masculine self…
Him: No. I arrived to the point where masculine qualities were necessary in order to become physically whole again.
Me: How many lifetimes have you chosen to be feminine versus masculine?
Him: I have chosen the female vehicle 675,567,989 times… and I have chosen the male vehicle 434,598, 008 times.
Me: Wow, you’re only in the hundreds of millions, huh?
Him: Yes…
Me: That you are…um, so how many more lifetimes will it take for you to become whole again?
Him: I do not know. That is really up to me. I told you, we are forever growing physically…. but evolution depends on the decisions we make.
Me: And evolution is a choice…
Him: Yes.
Me: Can you choose to not evolve?
Him: Yes.
Me: Why would you choose to not evolve or to not better yourself?
Him: Sometimes you may believe that you are already there and it is not required.
Me: Am I already there?
Him: If you have to ask that question…then no. You are not.
Me: Well yeah..I guess that makes sense. I’ll know when the time comes.
Him: There will be no doubt.
Me: Alright, well…..so… uh, okay… are you enjoying your experience as a male body?
Him: Of course. I chose the male form because this is a reality of certain physical characteristics that I felt would be more enjoyable in the male vehicle.
Me: Do you ever wish you had chosen to be female instead of male?
Him: In this experience… yes. I have come to realize over the past few years that the female body is just as adequate as the male’s… I could have trained this body to perform the same exact tasks. But with the set of parents that I was born through, I wouldn’t have been encouraged to pursue physically masculine qualities through a female’s body. They would not accept that decision therefore interfering with the process…
Me: Interfering but not shutting down?
Him: Correct. In todays society it is becoming more accepted to be masculine through feminine form.
Me: We’re talking about being gay, right?
Him: If that is what you call it, yes. It’s actually a very beautiful thing…. You can choose to have male form but desire feminine attributes.. and vice versa. Life will never restrict you in any way.
Me: But its society that has placed restrictions on the choice of being gay…
Him: Right now, yes…it does seem that way.
Me: Will something happen to the conscience of America to help them accept the gay lifestyle?
Him: I don’t know…it hasn’t happened yet.
Me: Hasn’t happened yet…. But it will, right? I mean, at one point in our history it was the African-Americans who were not accepted…. But we evolved, quote un-quote, and now the color of one’s skin is accepted….
Him: It is accepted by most. But the color of your skin was not a choice. .. and the decision to live your life a certain way is.
Me: And right now, seems like most people aren’t accepting the gay lifestyle.
Him: It may seem that way… but humans have pin-pointed the sexual behaviors of these people as the main characteristic. Where in truth, the physical body has always been designed for pleasure… there are many errogeonous areas available for sexual intercourse.
Me: Right… I know… I have a gay friend… she tells me about this stuff all the time…
Him: This stuff..?
Me: Well, yeah, like….well….things you can do for pleasure….
Him: …
Me: Nevermind…. So, why is it that the gay lifestyle is not accepted…. by most… or some… ? Is it because two men or two women can’t pro-create?
Him: Perhaps. But what people don’t seem to understand is that two women or two men CAN pro-create… just not through sexual intercourse… the female body was designed very precisely to receive the male sperm in order to fertilize a female egg… the female can choose to have sperm from a male who is not her regular sexual partner…. The female body does not require sexual intercourse for fertilization… it requires sperm to fertilize the egg.
Me: Well, yeah.. I know… and men could use their sperm to impregnate a female, who is not their partner, and choose to raise the child with a male lover…
Him: Yes.
Me: But won’t the child grow up one day to realize that he has a mother that he wants to be with?
Him: Perhaps… it depends on the situation.
Me: Or the child might realize that it has a biological birth mother but is more accepting of the two male figures as their parental guidance….
Him: Perhaps… it depends on the situation. The child may feel cheated, it may feel as though it has more to love, like I said… it all depends on the situation.
Me: But society has a major influence… right?
Him: The mass conscience of society can influence, yes. But more people are beginning to accept. More people are beginning to take a step towards evolution.
Me: I hope so… sexual preference shouldn’t matter.
Him: Correct. It shouldn’t. We all have ideas… and ideas are an important factor for evolution of mind.
Me: Do you think society will eventually accept the gay lifestyle?
Him: Perhaps…
Me: Well, don’t you think that if it isn’t accepted.. then people will revolt or fight for their rights?
Him: If it is not accepted then there will be division and separation. This will eventually lead to chaos and violence.