it's snowing and i know you all hate it but i love it so much. it makes me feel like a little kid. i'm wrapped in a blanket, it's so cozy. my college interview was rescheduled ( Read more... )

i've never had more fun in spanish class.
i want someone to come pick me up, and then we'll drive around and not talk and just look at the wind and listen to loud music and maybe go fall asleep somewhere. ideal.
i'm driving today. i'm also going to make art. !

whenever i come home to go to sleep, i regret it in the morning. cause i'd rather have been out with all of you all night. but the banned was amazing, and so was collapsing with katy. i think that's all i have to say right now.

1905 was really good i wish i'd gotten the cd there but ill order it when i get some money. i had a really good day altogether, plus the most amazing soup. ms buschis art show today.. i hope everyone hasn't gone without me.

i'm scared of the summer being over. i guess we didn't do a huge amount, but it was maybe my favorite summer yet. i wish nothing had to change. i'm extremely happy.

i feel overwhelmed today. everything is pressuring me. its making me exausted and so i want to sleep but i can't fall asleep. maybe i won't go to sleep at all tonight and i'll color instead. or talk on the phone. both.

bop!

last night made me feel extremely whole. and loved. and i love all of you so much. im smiling right now, cause i feel really happy and good. our game was wonderful. it was memorable. im idealistic. very. i love honest conversation. love you, goodbye.

this summer is so scattered with college visits. i want to relax and not think about anything recently, but then my parents make me read about these colleges and go see them and think about what i want, and where i want to be. and honestly i detest thinking about the future and planning it, because i can't imagine it actually happening and i don't ( Read more... )

i always wished i had one of those windows with the roof right outside so i could go out on it at night, and be and watch the sky and stuff. if anyone's got one of those, you should invite me to sit on it.