My Ranting Time
Okay. I've decided I'm done with bullshit. I'm also stating right now this has nothing to do with the previous problems of the past couple weeks (ie: me and Dri breaking up and arguments that followed). No. This is different.
I'm not one to be shit on. Some people I make exceptions for because I know that's just how they are. No more. I'm sick and fuckin tired of "supposedly" being friends with someone then that person acts like a total BITCH to me. I'm not gonna do it anymore. Either be my friend and treat me like it or stay the fuck away from me and out of my life. Especially if I'm one of the few friends that gets treated that way. It's not the same as what some of us do to Gluttony (ie: me calling him stupid and such). It's not a joke. And it's bullshit. I'm not fucking dealing with it. If I'm going to be friends with someone I'm not going to expect them to act any less than like a friend. Once in a while I understand not ninety percent of the fuckin time. It's bullshit. I wouldn't do that to a friend and no one should do it to me. GOD NOW I REMEMBER WHY I USED TO FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING. The only difference is that now I have a source of happiness (Mel) that keeps me from shutting myself off from the world and not talking to a single soul to save myself any fucking pain caused by people who are ignorant to my feelings. I get upset. I get sad. I get happy. I get angry. Name the fuckin emotion and I get it. I'M FUCKING HUMAN!!! I'm not some fucking robot or statue that you can attack and won't do anything back. Yes. It took one last thing to make me fucking snap and rant like fucking crazy. I'm just sick of it. If things don't change I'm just cutting ties and basically saying "fuck off!!" I have enough fucking problems in my own head to have them increased by anybody. EXTREMELY low self confidence, bipolar that causes me weeks worth of depression in about a day, insecurities that could eat anybody alive, and how can we forget my paranoia that anyone and everyone fucking hates me secretly!! THESE FUCKING THINGS ARE NOT THINGS I WISH TO HAVE FUCKING MAGNIFIED!!! It's NOT something that I need added to my life story of stress and fucking BULLSHIT!!
~~Ending The Rant Here To Avoid Being Redundant~~
I'll probably continue when I don't have shit to do T_T
I'm not one to be shit on. Some people I make exceptions for because I know that's just how they are. No more. I'm sick and fuckin tired of "supposedly" being friends with someone then that person acts like a total BITCH to me. I'm not gonna do it anymore. Either be my friend and treat me like it or stay the fuck away from me and out of my life. Especially if I'm one of the few friends that gets treated that way. It's not the same as what some of us do to Gluttony (ie: me calling him stupid and such). It's not a joke. And it's bullshit. I'm not fucking dealing with it. If I'm going to be friends with someone I'm not going to expect them to act any less than like a friend. Once in a while I understand not ninety percent of the fuckin time. It's bullshit. I wouldn't do that to a friend and no one should do it to me. GOD NOW I REMEMBER WHY I USED TO FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING. The only difference is that now I have a source of happiness (Mel) that keeps me from shutting myself off from the world and not talking to a single soul to save myself any fucking pain caused by people who are ignorant to my feelings. I get upset. I get sad. I get happy. I get angry. Name the fuckin emotion and I get it. I'M FUCKING HUMAN!!! I'm not some fucking robot or statue that you can attack and won't do anything back. Yes. It took one last thing to make me fucking snap and rant like fucking crazy. I'm just sick of it. If things don't change I'm just cutting ties and basically saying "fuck off!!" I have enough fucking problems in my own head to have them increased by anybody. EXTREMELY low self confidence, bipolar that causes me weeks worth of depression in about a day, insecurities that could eat anybody alive, and how can we forget my paranoia that anyone and everyone fucking hates me secretly!! THESE FUCKING THINGS ARE NOT THINGS I WISH TO HAVE FUCKING MAGNIFIED!!! It's NOT something that I need added to my life story of stress and fucking BULLSHIT!!
~~Ending The Rant Here To Avoid Being Redundant~~
I'll probably continue when I don't have shit to do T_T