Comments | seekhappynights: here i go

seekhappynights

here i go

Nov 14, 2004 00:20

ian is in california. for all of you that don't know, we were "talking" for a while. well, i didn't realize that i actually had feelings for him until it was too late. i think that even if he were to stay here, i still wouldn't want to be his girlfriend. i guess you could say i have a fear of commitment. i want to meet someone and instantly know ( Read more... )

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junkindatrunk November 13 2004, 22:43:04 UTC

i hate boys.....that's all i have to say. To be an actor, you kinda have to drop everything and run away. That's always the story "I dropped everything, moved to LA, bussed tables at pizza hut until one day i got this audition for...." you know the rest. Long distance is hard. I don't think I'd ever do it again. He's there for a reason. He has a plan. I'd let it go. Just my opinion...that thing about the butterfly...sweet

seekhappynights November 14 2004, 06:33:18 UTC

aww thanks anita.

shakeitlove November 20 2004, 21:00:22 UTC

i second that; boys are lame!

kristin... california? i think the reason he's so appealing to you is because hes not HERE in MICHIGAN up your ass calling you and asking you who youre with and blah blah.

not that i know him. i should stop being a jerk.

i love you sissy!

seekhappynights December 7 2004, 22:10:38 UTC

ugh. i just posted a whole big comment. but im frustrated and i want to cry, so i deleted it. he's not "so appealing". part of me wants to be in love, but the other part doesn't. what's the point? i thought i understood love, but i don't. look at craig and i, we're nothing. after almost what, like 6 years? we're not even friends.
all that's left are memories..which only bring tears to my eyes. read my entry for today.