so its official. we broke up. its for real this time. its been almost two years. sure, we've "broken up" more times than we should have. but whether anyone believes it or not, i love him. i have loved him for two years. i cant imagine my life without him. hes the first thing i think about every morning, and the last thing i think about every night ( Read more... )

The young man went to the old man seeking counsel.
i broke something, old man.
how badly is it broken?
it's in a million little pieces.
i'm afraid i can't help you.
why?
there's nothing you can do.
why?
it can't be fixed.
why?
it's broken beyond repair. it's in a million little pieces.
young man, all you need is someone to love you.
why?
if they can ( Read more... )

"There were always in me, two women at least,
one woman desperate and bewildered,
who felt she was drowning and another who
would leap into a scene, as upon a stage,
conceal her true emotions because they
were weaknesses, helplessness, despair,
and present to the world only a ( Read more... )

I hate you. I know hate is a strong word, but I've never meant it more in my life. They say time heals everything? Its been over three fucking months, and it hurts more, not less. I hate seeing your face. I hate your voice, your laugh, everything about you. And finally, this isnt like a "i-say-i-hate-you-because-i-actually-love-you" kind of thing ( Read more... )

please...just one more snow day...

i think that sometimes, i want something so bad, i can convince myself its coming true ( Read more... )

So, here's how it works ( Read more... )

Dixie Chicks 06.
One of the best nights of my life.
And then some!

I'll be happy when ___________________________________________________ ( Read more... )

    You can think you are over something. You can think about it and deal with it in your head, and file it away as "resolved". Until its right there in your face, and you realize, that maybe you aren't over it after all. That maybe there's no quick fix, nowhere to stash the pain. You just have to feel it, live it, breathe it until it goes away on ( Read more... )