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May 03, 2013 00:02

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moon_catcher May 2 2013, 22:20:44 UTC
I'm pretty sure you will make it happen!!
I mean, studying Japanese is like opening the door to all the possibilities waiting for you in Japan, isn't it? Now you just need to stay focused and keep an eye on when an oportunity offers itself \o/
mom will most likely freak out but it's your life and she needs to understand ♥
I'm sorry I'm too sleepy for this topic, but if you ever feel like you need to vent more, I'm here, okay? And I' not saying it to just shrug it off ♥

asdfgh HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!
Kame in a white shirt should be EVERYWHERE TODAY. Just saying xD
*rolls in white shirts and Kame feels*

ILU!!! ♥

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seelenlicht May 2 2013, 22:25:03 UTC
I know ♥ I know that I always can talk to you. But I'm really fine now =3 *cuddles*

It's not just a white shirt. It's a WET, white shirt. *giggles*
Kame feels are most important thing ever.

*hugs you so tight that you can't breathe*

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superhero0008 May 2 2013, 23:07:58 UTC
sitting at work and reading hurriedly through this post and i'm just nodding and getting teary eyed all the way because i just agree with every single thing here (frustrations and shizz); in any case, i'll be back to make a more coherent comment, do excuse me. /runs away

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seelenlicht May 4 2013, 16:49:55 UTC
Oh No. I didn't want anyone to get teary eyes because of this ;__;
*pats you*
Well it's always good to know that you're not alone with such kind of thoughts.

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sugiex May 3 2013, 04:26:09 UTC
Kinda understand about the mom bit since my mom has the same worries. She won't even let me go Japan for my overseas exchange programme (~4 months) because she is so afraid that I won't want to come back or I'll be more determined to work overseas in the future. Her friend's daughter never came back after she left for Japan which makes me think ;__;

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seelenlicht May 4 2013, 16:52:13 UTC
Well it's not the problem that she won't let me go. I'm already 20, it's not like she can forbid it. But I just know that will make her terribly unhappy. Because every parent wants her kids to be close by. :-/
Oh wow. She really stayed...just like this? Did she know the language?

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sugiex May 5 2013, 08:43:48 UTC
The previous time I went Japan, there was an earthquake of 6.8 magnitude. Besides parents wanting their kids close by, they want them to be safe even more. I don't know if she knew the language but staying there is the fastest way to learn a language. I improved most overseas than sitting in a classroom, lol.

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gigihc May 3 2013, 07:51:09 UTC
I think making your dream become real is never late.
because me too. ^^ Im starting learning japaness with my wish - go to japan at someday later.
and you know? Im 32 year old now ^O^ it's late, but not too late if I could go, live at japan in somedays later.
im sure that you have got more time than me. ^^

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seelenlicht May 4 2013, 16:57:20 UTC
I never said that it's too late to follow a dream. I totally agree that it's never TOO late (and btw I'm really proud of you ♥)
It's just...that it's kinda crazy. Sometimes I'm just thinking how crazy it is that we all sit here, loving that country so much, even tho most of us don't know the language, or have never been to Japan.

Good luck with your studies! :-)

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fluffy_beast21 May 3 2013, 11:09:52 UTC
In my opinion, the reason why most of us are not in Japan makes it more wonderful because that means we have a dream that we want to reach.
If we were in Japan, we may not be as much in love with Japan as we are now.
Now, we have a goal and that makes us exert all our effort in doing everything (like studying or working hard) just to achieve our goal. And when we do achieve it, it will be very very blissful.

^______^

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seelenlicht May 4 2013, 17:00:48 UTC
I thought the same way some years ago. I was also afraid that once you're there everything would loose its magic. But I don't think that way anymore. I don't want it to stay a 'fairytale' I want it to become real.
And even tho it's awesome to love it from afar, I still don't want it to stay that way.

But of course you're absolutely right, that it's awesome to have a goal like this, because that's the biggest motivation in the end :-)

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