I keep losing control. over and over and over. its gotten to the point that im not
even sure if i ever really had it. control. i feel like im in fucking cruise control.
where the hell did those bell aching laughs go? they disappeared with the
rest of the "best times of my life". more like the best memories. ever thing
good turns into a fucking ( Read more... )

                                                    It's all I want to be.               
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Talking without speaking, Listening without hearing
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i miss the calm before the strom. now the strom is the only thing that brings
the quiet. i cant fight any longer. theres not much left in me. you're never gonna be enough.

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i feel like my soul is eating itself. i don't know where its hiding ( Read more... )

My life is everywhere. Everywhere but here I guess. I haven't posted
or been here in ages. I don't like looking at other peoples pictures. They
give me a funny felling. Things are messy and sometimes they aren't. I
don't know much.