Why do some days just suck? Today i woke up in such a good mood. i had the whole day planned but then some terrible but not shocking news was told to me and ruined my whole day, so i did something completely different and the day seemed ok in-till i got home and started thinking. i try to be strong but for some reason all my strength seems to be ( Read more... )

well i haven't left yet like i thought i was going to, which is a good thing. i don't know what is going on around me anymore. things happen in life that just crush you and leave stranded to die or get back up and walk home by yourself in pain. its like i have no feeling anymore more. is it possible that when this terrible thing happened it shocked ( Read more... )

sometimes life seems to be going nowhere. i hate life sometimes. i guess this is goodbye for a while. i have to go on a trip. lets just call it a business trip. i won't say where and i don't know for how long just that i will miss reading the jounals that i do.i will miss giving advice or trying to help. i will miss everything that i hold dear but ( Read more... )

today was a good day so far haven't done much but sit outside and think about numerous things. its so hard to find someone who actually cares about you. you have friends who care but its hard to find someone who really cares and would do anything to make you smile. i had it once but i lost being stupid. i let the heat of things get to me. i avoided ( Read more... )