my brother has to put his dog to sleep. sampson is his name, gooch calls him sam or sammy. hes a boxer, pitbull mix (i think) and hes a little sweety pie. but he would chew up his toys and swallow them. his intestines are glogged. operation is three grand. no more sammy.

::tear::

fuck. ill do my birthday post later with pictures. too sad now

so it is currently my birthday. about an hour and fourty minutes into it actually ( Read more... )

they don't love you like i love you...

so my best friend is in love. and i couldn't be happier for her. but i want to be in love!! no fair! ;)

last night was weird. went to the forest in PV and hung out for a while. then wen went to sean talbots house to hang out with my friend chase. he was sooo drunk. xtina and bill drank, they got drunk, actually. OH!, jackson was there. ::deep breaths:: it was really hard, really hard. but he was cool i suppose. he was cool with bill and i being ( Read more... )

girl day yesterday. xtina, monica and i went to Titos then went to santa monica to shop. i bought a new dress to wear to dinner on sunday and i got a sweater. monica and xtina got cute undies. they didnt have XS though, so no undies for me ( Read more... )

redenvous at monicas house after her and xtina snatch booze from monicas dad. call matt, they're at food for less. they pick us up a fifth of vodka. chill at monicas for friends. go to matts, chill for 40minutes (because her highness says so). then we try to get everyone to go to monicas with us. no go. jason and bill of course were down, but matt ( Read more... )

Rosie O'Donnell got married to her girlfriend, Kelly. AAHHH!! i'm soo happy. that is so awesome. they looked soo happy when Rosie was talking about it. WWHEEEE!!! go california. and by the way... fuck Bush for trying to "protect" marriage. fuck that dick head.

i went to a ton of places job hunting today. i got all professionalized in my pin stripe slacks, pointy toed stillettos, white collared shirt and black sweater. put in the contacts, made myself look all grown up... collected a ton of applications and ill turn them in tomorrow. yup ( Read more... )

just took bill home ( Read more... )

i only go to sleep to wake up the next day.

work. off at 8. then what? hang out. then go to sleep. then wake up again.

hearts. call.